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The act of Creation, the Big Bang is Kung Fu/Tantra/Sex. Within us is Male and Female, Physically and energetically. All things exhibit male and female, positive and negative, light and dark, life and death, plus and minus. This, like a dynamo, or generator are the wheels that turn, the generator and generative force.

Superstring theory states that vibrating 'branes' collide to spawn Universes. Only those that harbor Life will continue, as observers are required to stabilize the observed.

So we have a Physical body, with many Lifeforms, an Astral Body, different mindstates, and the Network in which we are a part, all working in Unison.

To use the tool of ego to define us is severely limiting, as it is not True. The individual ego's wants and desires is small. Allowing the winds of change is great. It's best to remove that which defines itself as identity in order to reveal the Truth. The Truth is Descending. What we build and identify is a temporary reflection of Truth and is Ascending.

The Dreamworld is one of Pure Possibility. Pure Possibility is the 'Prima Matter' from which all springs. Time is not linear, but is interlocking interconnected circles. The Dreamland is believed by the Aboriginees of Australia to be the Real world, and the waking world not real. They are correct.

When we dream of falling and wake up suddenly, it is because our Ethereal/Astral body has quickly returned to Physical. Physical can only be observed as Physical by other Physical beings...we share the same Harmonic resonate frequency. Actually, the world is filled with Spirits all around us...we sometimes catch them in the peripheral vision, as that is the part of our observation not edited by the ego, The ego, 'You, Me' is the great editor.

The Astral body rises when we sleep to gather cosmic energy and recharge our batteries for the next day. The Astral Realm is one of pure possibility. Looking at the Atomic level, we find not solid atoms and electrons, but fields of possibility. Electrons jump from one orbit to the next without ever having existed in between. Occasionaly elements spontaneously become other elements...the chance is small, but because it can, it does. Atomic particles exhibit intelligence, as quantum field experiments indicate.

The Jewish Mystics say that He who saves a single Soul, saves an entire world. So, there are worlds within worlds existing inside worlds...ALL interconnected and interrelated. Connected in a web of Life, called the Aka web, by the Hawaiin Huna Magicians - the strongest, most powerful Magicians who ever lived. The Aka lines/Web of Life are strongest among those of the same species and stronger yet amongst those who share Karma.

It has been called the 'Morphogenetic Field'. Crystals never grown in labs before take longer to form then after they have been formed again and again in other labs...the timing is quicker. Similarly, crossword puzzles are completed quicker days after others have solved them...this is the Collective unconscious/Morphogenetic Field/Aka lines...a sort of Internet that connects us energetically.

We don't own ourselves, we never have. It is best to let go or you'll be dragged. We can not argue with the sky, yet it brings nourishment to all things at once. 'Time is not Linear but interconnected interlocking circles. That which gives distinction between I and You and things is Time...Yet Time is All at once, there in fact is no distinction.'

It seems Destiny is the law (no 'trying' required). Of course we do things (it's near impossible not to), but 'trying' is a bad habit.

The problem with 'trying' is there is hope involved and a mental picture of the outcome (that gets our feelings involved). We think, 'this may be it', or 'maybe this is my big break'. We want things to be different (which is suffering), we 'try' and....the job falls through, the students don't show up, the girl breaks up with you, etc. and the outcome doesn't fit our hopes, our plans, our mental picture, nor does it satisfy the feelings arisen.

Most often we 'try' for social reasons - the right car, job, house or relationship at the right 'status' (gauged internally), while craving recognition, fun, validity, influence, friends etc. as desired outcome of our trying.

An Egret will sit still for hours. So will spiders. There are trillions of biochemical processes a second all bringing them to their place of stillness, and it's enough.

Let's take a page from their book, where stillness (with the elements) is enough, with no need for anyone or anything to satisfy our plans hopes mental pictures.

Things will rise, fall, come, go etc. To minimize suffering it's better not to 'push karma' and make or force situations (by chasing after: wine, romance, money, status and song...wherever our 'eager pain' resides). In fact, it seems when we push, the world pushes back unfavorably.

We don't really have to think as much as we do, it happens anyways. Better to simply and humbly do (not try) in accordance to what's happening in the moment (or what we would do anyways, regardless). Glass spilled? Clean it. Bad breath? Brush it. Someone chatting, speak with them. Opportunity presents? Accept it.

Everything changes except principles. Principles don't change.

I saw an Egret at the water today, so still.

If home is where the heart is, and your heart expands everywhere (even for a moment), then everywhere is your home.

Chan stood up by sitting down. 1) I Love and work well. If only I could do the same (consistently) with people. That's what Freud said "the ability to love and work", where I'm certain he meant WITH people. Perhaps this is partly because I view the human made world as, largely, a colossal waste of time. I'm extremely difficult to get along with, as I have faults deep as a geographic canyon...that certainly doesn't help. I appologize to my friends and family for this fact. 2) The monk Chan-tze while doing sitting meditation, was greeted by the King and he did not rise. The King of the neighboring land, then came to see Chan as well, this time imploring him to rise for his king, (if not for him)...which Chan did not. 3) Finally the town's mayor came and Chan met him at his gate. The mayor asked why meet him and not the Kings, to which he replied "had you come as a King I would not have risen". 4) Why is that? Chan sought the Kingdom Eternal. The Kings of Humans, in seeking mortal (fleeting) power, are of no interest to Sensei Chan. The mayor didn't know the difference and was treated with compassion, while the Kings, having all the education from learned scholars at their disposal - ought to have known better - and allowed Chan-tze to complete. Chan saw the Kings, being of clouded mind AND prideful would only waste his time (humans in such a state only take and leave stryfe in the wake...taking straws and paper calling it gold, while immune to reason or listening). They were too proud to recognize this was a lesson in disguise. 5) The lesson being that all humans must place REALITY above our whims and mortal constructs. Finding reality takes a Lifelong of meditative work and practice, whether by athletic meditation, art therapy, sitting Zen, solo ventures in the woods, touching Nature, chanting a Prayer. Kings care only for maps and treasures of coins and the slaves to haul the coins. Not worthy of rising up for, and interupting ESSENTIAL HUMAN PRACTICE. A-type personalities 'make it' and buy houses and cars and boats and planes yet venture not into the tasks required for establishment of peace within their house and car plane boat and internal psychosphere. The emphasis is on money, whether by hook, crook or insane expectations placed on ourselves out of fear of not fitting in, having enough or the tribulations of letting go, assuming things fall apart when let go. a good plane coasts when you ease up on the throttle, yet to pry our hands off the yoke is impossible with 60+ work/toil/week. I find Peace as I listen to Nature. I turn on media and I find fright, so I turn it off. I listen and hear of the duties I am to perform, and do my best. Yet, no painting is as colorful as a Peruvian bird. No DJ as sweet as a Mockingbird. No rocket as fast as Gamma rays, and so on...and yet we are to believe the Celebrities are real? The Knights Templar eventually printed currency which we use, and I must own a squeegie towelette for $19.95 now? The wars for what again? The list goes on as we know. So why then the fascination and self glorifying we do in the name of art and science, when the best art and science comes from not listening or observing human works, for instance? Everything we do is work. This is why we must also have time to 'allow in' by 'letting go'. Stubbornness is the root cause of American's ills. We are so stubborn we oft refuse to see our faults, I know I do. Our largely sociopathic/psychopathic Kings/Tychoon role models/Politicians/Celebrities 'make it'. We all feel a need to belong and the need to 'make it'. At what cost to ourselves and to others? Nike, the name of a daemon by the way, implores 'just do it'. Chan implores 'know then do it'. Working with dull tools our days are fraught with stryfe. Sharpen the tools, find who we are first and focus integrated intention after. The Kings didn't wait and were on a fool's errand. Also, with just do it, by 'it' I must Quote pres Clinton "By 'the' (it) what do you define as 'the' (it)". I of course am the Mayor of my domain wondering what is going on, curious of the strange ways of the Master.

In Life you must build your own ark (mothership) and beam yourself and family and everything that is precious to you upwards both spiritually and energetically (two by two, just like Noah). Then you must hold onto the wheel and steer the ship through the storms of life using an ethical and moral compass as your guide/map/north star/heading/destination. You find the compass when you remember who you are really. Then as captain be able and open to change and growth (finding land). This is done with wisdom which is found through respect, compassion, humbleness, gratefulness and being as excellent as possible day to day, moment by moment. We practice deep calm by letting go of past patterns/upbringing/resentments/angers/jealousy/societal and familial pressures. Thus self esteem no longer matters as time is precious. We, the captains must hold then let go the reigns of power. Life dramas rise up, we have feeling and stress, it comes into focus, we make a decision an action deal with it and the next swell arises and again we focus, act let go and repeat. We must leave the past behind in the harbor (not carrying the ark on our back when we cross to land). The boat is the past guilts regrets etc. Now with a humble return to East of Eden (just within grasp of paradise). Literally in paradise if we weren't descendant of Cain (as hell or purgatory is other people). We must be happy humble and grateful like Job (in the bible). We fashion our own ark and choose who comes in, (mean people, old patterns need not apply).

The problem with thinking, and having a concept of 'you' is that it can prevent you from just being you. Of course we do it all the time, and that's ok as long as we take the time to let go of that concept, making room ('synching' and sinking) for the larger picture, what's actually there.

I think that neurotic, or insane or injured, overstressed toxified or imbalanced individuals are unfortunate examples of this process gone to far.

For the Passionate people out there, my unasked for advice of the day begins with science...Though the second law of thermodynamics is Entropy (dissolution), there are other fundamental forces as well. One is Expansion and Contraction. From the micro to the macro all forces and systems expand and contract. Heart wind breath blood light to matter and matter to Light. Our Creator Breathes Life's Breath into us and contracts us as we retire. Our Mind, heart, stomach mind (gut instinct) all have measurable Sine wave cycles (expansion and contraction). Unity is On (Yin) Void is Off (Yang), Binary code. Please now take a leap of logic and equate UnityVoid/Binary/OnOff/YinYang with Expansion and contraction. Now please let's find that binary code (0's and 1's) is what makes everything, even as we see it in the pattern of PHI (the "Golden Ratio" seen in all of nature)...from hurricanes to galaxies to blood vessels and Nautilus Shells we see the PHI sequence (from 0 to 1 to 1+1 to 1+1+1+0 with this zero here as the space by which the pattern now swivels/shifts given our 4 dimensional nature) to 3+NewStructureAnd 1 to 3+Newstructure+1+1 and on and on. The atoms and electrons are responsible for the fabric of spacetime and we now believe exist as "Fields of Possibilities"). Time and Space are akin to interlocking circles interpassing and interconnecting dimensions. The narrow view of time our ego identity is convinced by is limiting our perceptipn. The Heart and emotional mind perceive closer and better. However,any other minds must we follow ( please see my Gravity Wave meditation post the other day). Valentine's as do all major hollidays, seem to agitate as much as they pleasure. That said, I was feeling that I miss my Daughter and everyone I've ever known and was feeling sorry for myself. I then remembered Miyamoto Musahi's words and see that in acknowledging my weakness emotions etc I may rest, then with Spark do what I know to do best and repeat, to help things improve for me and us (more work is more money is more visits versus self pity bottled up emotions with denial lead to the wrong path. I am reminded of Miyamoto Musashi's teaching to not make decisions based on irrational means. Emotions are irrational. Do not do things just for Love for instance. We owe no one but Ourselves (assuming we are humble and gracious). Confusing not Love for Instinct, nor Heart talk with solid future foundations for Life. I must convey by poetry to explain perhaps...please See with animal eyes and see the moon lit by a sun not seen. Do not miss anyone. Regret resentment and anger serves nor helps no one. Stay calm, practice staying positive and please relax Friends Loves Family and Dammit You too Julien haha <3 All, Julien

Wisdom, when you hear it, in that moment, centers you. It lets in the light and for that moment you feel clarity, in the way a good joke all of a sudden makes you laugh, your perspective shifts, the confusion banished. You feel like your on the right road, not everything is clear, but now the course is reminded, recharted, and there is an aleviation feeling. An inspiring feeling. A natural and synchronising feeling. Light cracking through and disolving walls that trapped us just a moment ago.

Spirituality is not a process of addition. It is a process of substraction. Removing false assumptions, unhealthy mind and drives to uncover the wealth that is, and always has been there.

Dana and Tzedaka imply charity

It's as little as a smile to the unwell.

Expectation and assumptions are domain of the mind and overruns is course. Integrate by centering on heart mind, stomach mind, no mind, anything but intellect mind. Then allow intellect to integrate and settle. Something like that.

Until then, I remind myself to "Practice Cultivating Deep Calm" :) !

When you let go you open yourself to what is, expand and connect purify to the larger both the real you and the larger world and Truth. This is the Way and the Hope is we become enlightened, first in small measures, until ultimately being undaunted in front of the One, stripped of blemish or shame or fear, as that I believe is how it must be done.

Closer to enlightenment

Tzedaka means giving and healing as the word Dana does.

Via a lack of your mindeslf, body and speach directed by your, as well as THE Higher Self. This is the practice. We can only practice Deep Calm, yet every practice is a step closer

Accepting what is aligns you with with what is. That is strength through gentleness. From a clear state of being the right actions then follow as you are aligned and a vessel for Tzedaka that is healing of yourself and others.

That is the Buddhist side as my Discipline is letting go of expectations allows you to accept what Is,Expecting nothing makes you in the momment. That is why its' taught in martial arts as well as when the schools are aligned to Buddhism as kind is. On the field of battle you must be in the momment, not clouded in the head with expectations. Another way of letting go and being free, a path to peace.

Go placidly amid the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and ignorant; they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter; for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs; for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals; and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially, do not feign affection. Neither be critical about love; for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment it is as perennial as the grass. Take kindly the counsel of the years, gracefully surrendering the things of youth. Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune. But do not distress yourself with imaginings. Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness. Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe, no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should. Therefore be at peace with God, whatever you conceive Him to be, and whatever your labors and aspirations, in the noisy confusion of life keep peace with your soul. With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world. Be careful. Strive to be happy.

The potential of the Human mind is unlimited. We are the Music Makers. We understand Humor. We Dream the Dreams.

What is our purpose, our usefulness (is Life useless and pointless?). The answer is that we are efficiently manifesting the impossible.

Happiness requires peace. Not success or fame friends fortune cars.. peace. How many celebrities who had it all killed themselves...lots. Strive to practice cultivating a deep calm. People cause static? Delete them. Meeting dull? Make an excuse to leave.

Animal sounds on the wind are so pleasing to me, and I feel so still. The crickets, the sea lions and the ruffling birds waking up. It's hard to hear when I'm wrapped up in speach and radio...human music and thought is often melancholic (many minor chords) while these 'natural' sounds (typically whole notes, or don't have me feeling in an estranged/tormented-heart-romance-type emotion, as we love in our songs) are not always nor commonly to register as melancholic. Exceptions to this include certain Mourning Dove's calls and occasionally certain wistful mockingbird calls (reserved for the middle of the night). Human music is often moody, while 'they' exhibit more 'pure' sounds (to my ears). Perhaps they are having and expressing pure thoughts as well? If our music reflects a notion of missing the past (typically in a romantic way) and have longing for (a) future (lover/soulmate etc.) when really, as the animals know, 'it' seems to mostly be 'about' what is here...not constructs of past and future (such as pining for romance). Often we long for home and our music exhibits these belonging yearning feelings of return to simpler times/homes/loves etc.. The running narrative in our music is too often that future partners/soulmates will be like the ones from the past or, better yet the ones from the past are the ones in the future by re-uniting - if only said partner would change or situation change, etc. Moody music seems to come from these confusions. Like a child laughing (when confused) at the person who disappears behind hands only to re-appear - causing giggles (the most primary form of humor comes from confusion). Confusion sometimes gives rise to complex expressions in communication, lifestyle and art. The human condition seems to be confusion (mortality/time/existence etc.). This leaves us longing for the past to rebuild (hopefully) in the future, which will then allow ourselves to comfortably settled in the moment. That's a lot of things in the way, complex things, to our peace. Relationships are complex, so much so we have couple's counselors. Perhaps relationships and us as individuals and our notions of romance have grown so complex as to prevent our joy? We think we should be more than nature and the critters. Complexity makes us cool. Certainly we have a drive to build. Yet at this point what we have built (radio towers blasting a thousand channels, etc.) make it difficult to hear what we didn't build (yet live in) as well as that which built us. Complexity from speach to political parties take so many forms we get lost in the sea of their thought worlds and these structures demand our attention. Losing physical connection to basic structures from whence we arise such as walking, eating, relaxing, altruism etc. Our complexity demands we take care of the complex structures themselves, for us to fit-in (our) society. Instead of hearing and enjoying the happy call of the wild (which is not always bloody arctic fangs but more typically a wholesomely joyful endeavor) we maintain thoughtform structures in our heads and hearts. And they are heavy. We have built complexity into everything from dress to transport to extremely specific consumer goods. A veritable iron tower from which we shut ourselves out in the pursuit of faster better cooler more important more memorable and to distance ourselves from animals for various reasons. They are scary to us. I believe we see them eating each other and repeating with not much left behind to show for it and this lack of identity frightens us. Perhaps we are afraid of mortality and being forgotten and our deeds not important, everything we are for naught. We wish to construct an identity individually, as a society and as individuals inthe society. Perhaps society itself is a new species we birth in the hopes of not being forgotten? It has freeways for arteries and libraries for memory and commerce for heart etc. We love music where we identify with the singer. As we must be socially connected, and in that moment we are (we feel that singer shares our private feelings and we hear in their words/tone things we thought only we felt - and we are thrilled). We buy their cd's we go to their shows. For me it shows our private feelings are not unique and it is better to uncover a greater private truth than mere emotional states. Our identity is not an entirely unique experience, we learn from the songs. Yet we continue to feel we must grasp hold and make legitimate our private feelings/aims into the world (our romantic and other dreams), by fashioning/willing them into reality. Instead of endlessly maddeningly taking on the 'urgent' task of building identification, can, we beby letting go (and simplifying) open to learn the wealth of knowledge in the form of the calls and words of animals and sages alike (not so MTV, more NatureTV). That is, that which will ultimately and better guide us has little to do with our name and identity, rather our collective Loving spirit(s). Building constantly makes sense somewhat (for fun/entertainment, a means to develop skills, etc.) yet there is an imbalance occurring. For one thing, the answer to confusion and fears can be found by keeping an open mind open as one delves into meditation... but that is not the point. The point I make is that we build upon what is here already, the Nature that surrounds us and diving headfirst into Nature's still Peace is faster better cooler than any self help DVD course work seminar couples counseling school training tv show or any thoughtform we build. Only real is real, in the final analysis. The Brady bunch is more real to us than wild Giraffes ;) <3 Julien

Everything we do and all our problems will be forgotten...but somewhere, we remember who we were, who we are...and we must choose to dive outside into a forgettable world...or dive inside for treasure to gift this troubled world...who cares about the latest forgetable thing when the spark inside Immortal needs fanning as it grows weak in the overworked stressed fearful populace

Decades of news, tv news, radio, newspapers....always the same. People hear about genocide then a minute later the latest on cheese sandwiches. Is it really worth staying current? The world doesn't change but we can and must. Turn off the channel and for once in our lives, Live. Make your own channel. The spark was not breathed into us so that we may observe in fear and worry and pain and anxiety and anguish for the world and others and ourselves 24/7 (even at low subconscious levels by repetitive daily 'tuning in' exposure). Though I believe the same system providing the news is making the news (providing fear and distrust of neighbors as programming with intent of divide and conquer/render populace malleable)...I ask, whether politically manufactured or not, at what point is it enough? At what point do we make the news by and for ourselves and have it be a better story? It takes turning off the static to hear the greater truths carried by the wind...ones that don't involve Hell or pergatory.

The first author known by name is Enheduanna, a High Priestess of Akkadia (2300 BCe). Proclaimed by her father Sargon as Akkadia's high priestess of the moon god Nanna at Ur, and also the high priestess of the sky god An, wrote two long sets of hymns (songs for the gods).

Six groups control all scientific journals (save for the free domain online publisher)...that which doesn't follow the party line - that of established doctrine isn't pursued for lac, gets censored by not being published. Science!

The more I study, the more I'm finding that answers are counterintuitive. Any thought based question answered with thought, does not foster Peace. Only in the state of 'no thought' do I find answers, and these answers can not be described with thoughtful words. Ha! When I was four, I was happy...I was in tune...then came the development of the intellect with ensuing stryfe...ha!

I have learned to recognize my many minds, my personalities... each vying for identity. There is the high frequency mind that worries and rushes and plans and stresses. I see now when I am in it, and bring the energy down, to a lower frequency mind. I realize everything is ok. I dont have to fear anymore. As stressors stacked and stacked a threshold would pass where then I used to be 'all out' in that maner, like a runaway train...convinced that is me...wishing and wanting things different in my past present and future...Now, very often each day, I purposefully sink to a lower frequency state. When I am agitated or negative I see only Love and Light quells dark, and I breath in and breath out Love, and find myself surprised at how differently I see things, and how easier it is to get along with others. I used to often find myself as if road blocks were at all cardinal points in my path. Now this doesn't happen. It's a daily and frequent practice. The mirror has become the window

The subconscious doesn't hear negatives. So 'I don't want to become x' leads to 'I want to become my x'. This is how my therapist explained why I've become that which I despise (at least I switch to that sometimes). Soooo....we say what we don't want and get that.. are drawn to and attract that. This 'the secret' thing is a bitch. Therefore, perhaps envision and say who/what You do want (?). Today I feel as if I have little sense hahaha.

The brain is made of individual modules working in unison. Each has its own directives. When a module is not accomplishing it's directive it passes the information it was processing to the next module. This is why, in one mind frame, we can not envision things past/present/future as being any other way (as we are 'in it'), until shaken up and forced into another mode. As such the individual does not exist as a unified entity. We are more a conglomeration than a single unit. Even our bodies are not singular, but rely on bacterial colonies. The key is in the ability to 'step back' by recognizing/acknowledging which mode we are in, and choosing to recall how working within that mode served or did not serve us previously. The Soul is singular, identity and the mind is not. The Soul is not the same as the mind.

Ancient texts weren't produced for fun. Committing to writing was not frivolous. Of all the stories in oral traditions that circulated, only those deemed the most important were painstakingly inscribed by chiseling into stone and later onto handmade parchment or paper. The texts were fervently guarded, and often harboring them was a criminal act (as religio-political winds changed). It is for this reason that they can not be 'off hand' dismissed. That the scripts are inaccessible, appearing secretive, or in the least symbolic is not for being 'wild made up tales' but that they were to be deciphered by the priestly class (often the only literate group). It is for this reason that they must be taken seriously. These are not just random stories. Disparate cultures spanning unparalleled regions and timeframes writing of similar themes and events bolsters this understanding.

Our biggest mistake is in counting ourselves as the only (or primary) intelligent species on the planet

The more I learn, the more I acknowledge how strange things are (from micro to macro).

Working on a theory. Things don't get constructed from what is. Things get subtracted from what isn't. Matter exists as wave-fields until collapsed into single points. This much we know is true. Consciousness tells us who and what we are not - basic AI shows us this, as do examples of head injury patients who uncover remarkable latent abilities. More on this soon

Buddha was fed up and put his foot down, saying 'enough!', then He sat and listened. He was resolute. It took many Lifetimes before He got to that unshakable resolve! So, we too are in our own time, our own way, some have had enough, and that is the first step.

The Good news, everyone eventually gets what they Desire. The bad news, what we desire keeps us tied to the material world. The Good news, we may choose to desire the source of Good news and transcend the material world. The bad news, the material world convinces us that it is the measure of ultimate reality. The Good news, there is a part within us that doesn't forget, allowing us to choose the wiser path.

Exciting stuff: A new way of probing the intersection between quantum mechanics and Einstein's general theory of relativity using interferometry has been devised using a self-interfering clock that comprises two atomic spin states put into a quantum superposition. *Shroedingers cat is out of the bag!*

Just asked if I'm a theist. My reply is I'm a Nature Spirit Animist. A Hierophant. A Hermeticist. A Taoist. A Buddhist. A devotee of Krishna. God and Goddess are One and I worship both in different Ways.

Trance states occur frequently, we shift in and out of them several times daily. Trance states are conditioned. Erikson, the psychothetapist had subjects enter a trance wherein they passed lie detector tests believing obvious falsehoods. These states inherently deny, delude and generalize.

Every time we count atoms in a sealed container, their numbers change. I believe matter is borrowed and lent, so that everyone has an experience of a common world (we view as walking through, when in fact we are stationary and the solidity of matter is a preprogrammed paramater akin to an illusion, arising out of our sensory network). Perhaps all time is at once. Matter phase-shifts to allow entropy. When movement occurs, are atoms borrowed and returned with nothing actually moving? Atoms and electrons don't reside in reality, they construct reality. Atoms, electrons and consciousness are One and the same. Frequency waves of light formed of and by consciousness, manipulated by intent... our conscious intention pulls the ground towards us as we walk...not us moving on stationary ground. The Universe has no moving parts...not in the Newtonian sense. The intent can be of the body's mind, etc. (not necessarily conscious focused work). The Nag Hamadi Gnostic Christian texts pre-date our modern canonized texts and are arguably closer to Jesus' true teachings. In it He describes concentrating psychokinetic force via intent to break the Soul free of the World of Illusion...where we call home. Nendike'. Translates as 'Mind Power'. I have witnessed telekinesis. Many were in the room where we were taught how to move others without touching...old hat to Asian cultures, yet 'Impossible' to our Western mindset. Our Ancestors were versed in Astral Projection, in fact the Elders were counted on to find the Elk ahead of time in the snow to tell young hunters where to go.

Absolute Monarchy is looking better and better. At least you occasionally had nice kings, and peasants weren't lied to that they could be on the cover of Forbes by moxy and gumption alone. The Bill of goods sold in the US is staggering and provides sociologists with an endless stream of research topics, including 'lying politicians make us feel safe (that they have military and other State secrets under control)'.

Synchronicities are answers to prayers. They cause pause. Pause leads to settled/open to receive/to breath/be in now/open to Humaness by losing stubborn tensions of intent. Being a conduit for Origin Source and what (Who) is Here. Seeking knowledge in practice we find Wisdom in stepping up responsibly for what is Right action, speach, lack of action and speach. With Wisdom we Unify. In Unity is Peace. making Peace our Way, our Shadow may converse with us and be as friends and the Trickster may work for us

There was no spectator sports industry in the US before the Modern era. Games with sticks and balls were for children. Pubic rallies at city halls and capitals over politics were attended by crowds with the same enthusiasm as they are for sports today. H.G.Wells wrote in 'A Modern Utopia' (1905) that sports arenas would draw "the dull, cowardly and base in thousands to admire, and howl, and bet." When athletes become high paid celebrities, they degenerate into "a sort of athletic prostitute, with all the defects, all the vanity, trickery, and self-assertion of the common actor, and with even less intelligence". Instead of barn raising and building, a gradual shift of father-son activities from goal-oriented deeds to pointless entertainment occured... tracing the devolution of father to 'big brother' status.

A tree goes and changes while always a tree. So too the leaves I watch. There is a solid place where our roots hold with one foot in the door

To reflect and adapt to the outside, which is Everything Unified as one, we too must be everything unified. All parts of psyche, all the arts, wear all the hats, existing at once. Unified, not disjointed. Who cares how good a guitarist and how many cars and boyfriends if those are isolated successes un-unified and integrated

The subconscious can only handle one set of instructions at a time. When presented with multiple instructions the individual is then steered by the strongest of competing emotions.bintellect has little control. Steer the subconsvious well, and the shores of Avalon are yours. By building stomach muscles and focus from the region with expansion and contraction, psycho kinetic force is sensed. That stability let's the subconscious know it's safe and higher minds are looking out, no panic required. By checking in to the subconscious and letting it know it only must be happy or serene allows for non reactive emotional impulses (the kind where you see yourself speaking irrational words yet continue).

Without medication I am radically disconnected, but with it I am learning to emerge from hermitage. I am able to do 2 days a week interacting with customers. I can feel my neurons regrouping. As I am in a neutral zone between madness and stability I have a better sense of what has been occurring resulting from the years of being disconnected. Dating before I became I'll I was disconnected and didn't know it. I was always afraid and rushing, grasping. Now I see we are Eternal and what will happen does and rushing with grasping pushes away rather than attract. I take my time on my days off, now am learning to be personable more stable and relaxed in public. I hope this helps the psycho in you, haha

Without real world application work/talent/effort/intellect/art are lost and seem to serve no purpose. An unbalanced expression in these arenas negates itself. For instance, if Einstein had helped 10 people with a theory then kills them before they could share it the constructive effects of his theory towards 'helpful'/positive influence are naught. An integrated delivery of media/medium/message is required. One that has been examined and discerned with subtle tweaks to complete each package we deliver of talent/effort/intellect/art. My point is that this integrated delivery is what we must deliver 24/7 by integrating all of one's psyche. There is a subtle difference between judgement and discernment. A subtle difference between tough Love and just tough. A subtle difference between compassion and enabling. Between flirt and lust. Again between respect and worship. One's psyche include influences of ego/id/supermind/superego/body-mind/soul/Astral realm/Chakras/Kundalini/Creator and Gd/requirements of the moment/Nature. The trick is remembering we do not have control. We did not make ourselvces. The brain operates as a unified mind formed of many regions (each with their own specialty). So must we integrate these and all psyche elements or our work and art is lost as the media/medium doesn't balance with our intended message. By realizing we did not construct ourselves, we may lessen our ego's grasp of us to clear our field of vision to be able to listen to all of the elements of our psyche. The ego is such a loudmouth that the rest is drowned out. The ego tends to not make good decisions as it comes from a stubborn place that is certain of being right and not open to all the helpful advice from others. By not connecting to other parts of conscious, we are not being ourselves, not fully. We are disconnected and making decisions, not a helpful combination. Only decisions and actions that are connected and integrated will function.

the most important news of the 21st century. Every conceivable outcome assessed at once, (all of the internet perceived and analyzed at once by a Quantum Computing AI is one of many flabergasting possible scenarios). With more qubits added the computing power increases by huge exponential factors to the point where any and all possibilities for a scenario is filtered in one cycle! http://www.valuewalk.com/2015/05/ibm-researchers-close-to-building-a-practical-quantum-computer/#

Real was once ReEl, the King/Queen unified. "Recognized by The King's Group", or "recognized by the King and Queen". 'Le' and 'El' switched position at one point to include to the meaning of 'Queen' the meanings Group/Sisters/Milk/Knowledge as well. Something Real was something officially approved by the King/Queen's court. A reflection on this is that perhaps something real transcends duality in unity (male king separate from female queen, black versus white etc.), and in (a centered balanced point including all aspects of opposites sits as) reality.

The origin of the word 'Relevance' in examining the etymology of 'Re', 'Le', and 'Vance' can be traced to mean "King Clears and Protects, Queen Enters/Gives, together they Lift". :) Diana Solaegui

1) everything arises from Our Lord Gd Creator 2) Our Creator is Beyond 3) Our experience is Personal 4) Personal (co)Creates 'Real' by and for our unique environment 5) Our environment is impersonal 6) to match our environment we adopt impersonal 7) a gap between personal and impersonal is perceived and experienced as loss and pain 8) this pain revolves when inflicted on others yet exits when inflicted on ourselves 9) therefore in knowledge that all is Personal we judge not the impersonal as outside of ourselves, bridging and brokering Peace

Our mind is not entirely our own, it arises preprogrammed tuned for the system it arises from and occupies. We have a Balance of a sprinkle of Free Will amidst a larger dash of Matrix

It is clear that much of what we learned as being 'real' is not true, while many things we were (and are) told are not real, surprisingly, are.

My Corsican Great Aunt Gracieux was Faery like. So there is balanced Faery energy to the whole warior/priest posts earlier in the tradition. Many witches of Black and White magic as Corsica was left untouched partially during the Middle Ages. Diana Solaegui

The Landau Coat of arms. Notable Swabian Landau 'cousins' include Albert Einstein, Maxwell Planck, Heisenberg as well as notable military tacticians. On the Jewish Landau side we have Ezekiel Landau who saved countless Jews by codifying Laws that were in Harmony with surrounding cities as to broker Peace. Also, our Landau is of the Hebrew Levi Tribe, (who were/are the Warrior Caste and Protectors of the Temple). Don't F*ck with Landaus (just kidding, for the record I am a hardcore Pacifist) :)

For the record I am a hardcore Pacifist...pictured here are Corsican 'cousins' (everyone in Corsica will tell you how you are related to them, they have strong oral tradition of passing geneology records) ...Corsica was the only 'country' to successfully kick out the Fascists in WW2. My Great Grandfather led the rebels in our village by taking munitions airdropped in the mountains and coordinating bloodless attacks (as fair warning was given to the Sardinians telling them where and when garrisons were set to explode...Musolini's Sardinian troops sent to my land were distant cousins). Don't F*ck with Corsicans :)

"If you're so smart, how come you don't have any money?" I Love that one, but can't tell if it's a motivator or demotivator :)

Some (things) never get old in a good way...THAT song or THAT friend, family, moment :)

Been practicing Tai'Chi, Chi'Kung, Pa'Qua, Karate' and Kobudo every day for a few months now...I'm up to proficiency in 12 advanced Katas.... Also helping a friend's budding business go from second to third gear...two weeks of big money and efficient work the last couple weeks (not more than allotted by gov) I have many tasks delayed (launching Burning Woman, launching PEoSF, launching VisuAlchemy, finishing art pieces, continuing meetup group) I wish to eventually pursue a Masters, then a Doctorate, when I have stabilized more...probably 10 years I'll begin. Been deciding which field. Thinking either medical doctor, Engineering, History or Physics.

strike an object with anger and you break your hand. Strike with .8 tons of pressure and go on signing autographs (as demonstrated by TaeKwonDo's #2 ranked Master at BMW's testing facility in 2007).

I would like to ask a question. As it is complicated I must first explain the 20 points of reasoning leading to my question. Based on teachers and meditations I believe and understand that 1) what is outside is impermanent, 2) instinct drives us to seek that which is permanent, 3) with patience (as well as sound teaching and understanding of basic Truth(s)) we may find the Immortal outside and within, (and given the holographic/'quantum field' quality of our Reality/Nature) we may also find/embody in the present that which is immortal (in Unity with mind/presence that is both and neither outside and within), 4) finding is remembering and what we are born knowing we may know in Sacred spacetime, 5) we meet with Sacred spacetime with a clearing of identity (and a freeing of ourselves in intellectual form) by presenting/finding our immutable Soul (again, striped of most filters, save for our true intention/mind-matrix/form(s), 6) Our Universal FatherMother is Father and Mother, Father not Mother, Mother not Father and both, and neither FatherMother, (and both and neither) and He, Gd is One, 7) in remembering and forgetting then again remembering (by searching and remembering over and over across many Lifetimes) the means that allows evolution of our Soul (if we remember to choose peaceful means) is for us to pass (and the creative/ever present/'other side' to pass/present with us, 8) remembering and forgetting (and remembering) is a process of generation between opposites as well as a means for change, movement and networking, reinforcement, all of which are principles reflecting Gd and Gddess Gaia life forces, 10) Life Force Principles include Pure Possibility, expansion and contraction, growth and withdrawing, staticness and change, occurring within time and timeless, freedom and illusion, Grace and uncaring, Beauty and misery, Ferocity and timidness, Balance and (sometimes patterned/not quite random) Chaos, Care and turning away, Delicate Skillful means as well as clumsy luck, Willy (with humor) and sadness, joyous fertility with Eros (who Morpheus and his sleep buffers) Thanos Death and change, all in a crucible/train station/school/Gaia form here/now 11) pure possibility (on our perceived timeline 'trapped' in our perception as 3d/4d) is manifest in present from potential/probable to kinetic/material, 12) pure conscious Gd energy is within us and all that we observe including inanimate (perceived) matter 13) conscious form reflecting is a generative force as individual hologram pieces (us) reflecting on our Creator (our Adore/Adonai Gd) within/without us with this pesky buffer of forgetfulness (and this perception of matter 'trapped' 'here') as well as our unique vibrational form pattern (and collective species-wide form pattern as 'morphogenetic fields') is a Generative force 14) Adonai expands as Nature does with reflective generative force 15) other polarities generate force including division into sexes, negative electron and positive proton, 16) this force focused as psychokinetic energy is used for Krishna/Christ/Messiah/Tantric Kundalini Unity (from base of spine Serpent and mortal energy uncoiling up chakra vibrational identity patterns to Unity Conscious Gd, 17) upon return we elevate the best we can ourselves and those around us, as we seek enlightenment so that our contract is fulfilled 18) one must change/die (and embrace the triumverate Nature of Eros/Thanos/Morpheus as One), 19) all Angel realms must be journeyed with appropriate switching old identity patterns with new on each plane (perhaps as making amends and or sacrifice) 20) passing the Gates of Heaven in Physical form with Unity mind seals the deal and allows us enlightenment entry to Avalon Nirvana and not reborn on Gaia plane up the Axis Mundi/Tree of Life/Ygdrsl (away from Tree of Death/Rebirth) to Valhalla, 21) were the temples across the globe built as stages of Ascension up the ladder from one Angelic realm to another?

It is unethical to mock or criticize other's faith. Are The Father the Son and The Holy Ghost real? Absolutely. However, we live in a giant train station, people coming and going we must all remain compassionate and respectful. I believe all roads of sincere Prayer can be viewed as different people climbing up the sides of a pyramid...all thinking they are on the one and only correct side (not seeing the other sides) but all leading to the same aim. Yes Christianity demands adherence to strict and specific code of conduct. That said, seeing as every minister of different form of christianity may present subtle to large variations. What to do then? Someone asked Jesus "what is the secret of/to life?" to which He replied "Do you see what you see?". The onus is on you to use your clear mind body and soul to clearly see then make up your mind/speak/act what have you. And it doesn't happen overnight. It's a practice. If we saw what we saw, we would as close to Christ as possible. That said, over the ages, churches have been led by people ranging from Saints to scoundrels and everything in between. Keep an open heart and mind, but don't bleed out or let your brains fall out. What I mean is, if someone you respect disagrees with you, don't react, listen and consider as that is the skill of a leader. That said, you will hear many things from many people but must use your faith to guide you. Your faith. Not someone elses. Create an internal dialogue with our Lord as well as praying in community out loud. This will guide you, an internal compass. The preacher can talk all day about the map and how to follow it, but the map is not the terrain, YOU have to do it. LEARN everything. If you want G_d then be as a man suffocating under water and when you want/need him as much as that man needs air, you will find Him. Through the ages there have been many Christian books that rose and fell in favor, when at last 60+ books (depending on variation) remained. Do not fear learning the academia of your faith, learn of the gnostic gospels, use your mind, not to invite doubt or Satan etc. No Jesus was not afraid of good nor bad, nor should you. The purest Lotus flower springs up from the muck, it is not afraid. So surround yourself by people who inspire you, and leave timewasters, negative people aside. I implore you not to accept philosophies that charge money for more info or ones that demand you limit your mind and or hate. Remember, the world is as it is, and if a stick has a good end and an evil end, cutting the evil end only makes the stick shorter? solution? Be yourself. Love thy neighbor thy enemy thy friend thy Lord, thyself and Dance music Yo. Aren't I Jewish? Yes. In my view Buddha, Jesus, Moses,, Quan Yin are One of the same Emanation and if they were in a room together you would see but one light. I am a Nature Spirit Animist. Info on Gnostic gospels that academia is certain predate the 'official' christian books/church found here https://answers.yahoo.com/question/index?qid=20101006175545AA7wp1W

Each one of us a world. The Jewish mystics have a saying "She or he who save a single soul, saves an entire world". We are each a world, therefore we can and do make a world of difference.

I noticed the 'S' curve in the Yin and Yang is neither black nor white but grey. A balance. A fine path to walk, yet walk it we must. I am coming to understand Zen as holding 2 opposites in your mind and acting the third. Here comes the parable as required by Zenlaw ;) "A man goes to the monk visibly upset, with a bottle in hand and a tiny duck inside. He tells the monk 'This duck crawled in as a duckling and it has grown too large to get out. I can't break the valuable bottle, and I have to get the duck out, what do I do!?' The Monk claps his hands very loud right in the man's face startling him. The man jerks back wide eyed, to which the monk says 'There, the duck is out of the bottle'." At that momment, the man forgot the duck, probably forgot his own name. He was clear. That is where we must stay. A coin has 3 sides, heads, tails and the round edge between.

Largely lost to time: Matriarchy (and all subjects were all clothed, educated and fed); Knowledge of herbs as medicine (witch hunts got them); Astral travel at will (to the moon, etc.); Telepathy (I have experienced sober and verified); Communal peaceful abundant living (see Matriarchy/Goddess worshiping societies - the Queen bee takes care of her hive societies); The old Gods and Goddesses; Nonviolence; Living in harmony with nature; Telekinesis (I have both moved and been moved by people at a distance as part of Taichi training and once moved a guy at a bar from a distance, enough to stumble); Spontaneous healing (I used healing hands and stopped a girl from going to surgery the next day and her wrist is still healed. I learned this in Shiatsu and Chikung training, and there were witnesses). This is to provide testimonial and not to show off.

Step two is recognizing patterns. Reactive patterns. Patterns of Self esteem based on aquiring one's fantasies of needs and wants. Patterns of anger reactions. All the things that make us sick. Addiction patterns. Patterns of dualistic thinking. Patterns of questing for money and power. "I dreamt of worldly success once" - Miyamoto Musashi (enlightened by way of the sword)

A post asked to define Love, my attempt: The irrisistable Force that causes an easy obsession for Unity and inextricable synchronicity with Nature

The baseline for Humans is fear. Fear of the Tiger and environmental factors ensured our survival. Fear, not Peace. Peace and Happiness requires work. The work begins with addressing and relinquishing foolish stubborn pride. Without this first step, Peace and Happiness elude us. Peeling away the layers to reveal what yearns to be free.

Metaphysical truth and axioms. Glad to discuss how I have come to know any of these. (Typing from phone, will edit). Creation comes from a place that is both empty and full, a place of pure possibility that cannot be understood with the intellect Reincarnation is real, past lives can be remembered and verified there are as many dimensions and worlds as one can possibly imagine and in some of them there is no death or sickness however it is adversity as we have it here that causes/forces us to evolve All things are known, and nothing is forgotten we eventually get everything we desire although that is not always a 'good' thing hurting someone's feelings is an egregious offense we exist not just of our bodies but of our physical and energetic bodies, a soul and a higher self we are all psychically connected though some are more attuned to it than others time is not linear forgiveness of oneself and others is of utmost importance knowing oneself is greater than complete mastery and success in the world we are always in service to others ghosts and spirits are real Our mind limits the identity of who we are, yet we are much greater than who we imagine ourselves to be and we reach out and affect both in how we think and feel. whoever saves a single soul saves an entire world No single person or institution has a monopoly on the truth

What exactly is energy in and of itself. Zero point energy holds the answers to everything. From nothing comes everything and everything is nothing. What is nothing? Pure limitless possibility. The Shamans and Mystics know this. Accessing Prima matter, all is possible and miracles flow. Solid matter is as real as the imagination. It both is and isn't real. High level stuff I'm only beginning to understand. Nothing is real, and nothing is the source. The problem is in defining nothing, which once observed disappears. Getting there. Without observers as medium for energy there is no reality to speak of. Yet it exists regardless.

Time and where does the moment go if not the future. When the moment is gone are there traces of it extending into the Future? Do we carry the past with us right now? The 'Butterfly Effect' illustrates that what you do now has effects unseen later on a grander scale, in a wave ripple through and via SCR's and other means over time. Dutch researchers passed a laser across DNA strands only to find readings from the DNA after it had beed removed from the testing area from the same location it was placed before. Einstein theorised that by fashioning a lens large enough, and without flaw, we will observe the future. All known physical and mathematical models work as well forwards as backwards regardless of Time. A single point encompassing but not of Time and Space is the First Dimension and known as a Singularity. The second dimension is a plane in which horizontal and vertical motion is allowed. The third dimension adds a plane of diagonal motion called the Z axis. The Fourth Dimension is the time it takes to cross between dimensional fields. The Fith Dimension has the X, Y (2D) and the Y plane wraped as one unit that exists in double across two 4D (Time) fields. The 6th Dimension takes the fith and fourth imensions as a singular plane to which motion across multiple time/space frameworks at once. There are many known and mathematically proven 'higher dimensions'. The existence of these dimensions show us (and we now believe account for) possibility within our realm. The fact that electrons behave as fields of possibilities, it is now theorised is that the atoms and electrons not only build space/time but exist with influence from many dimensions, some with heir unique properties and possibilities causing various readings before during and after experiments that do not follow our 3D/4D Newtonian notions of the Universality and directedness of Time as a Unifying force, as it is not. New theories abound along the lines that everything has is and will happen at once right here and now. This is interesting as where else would it? It seems to us that things happen over time as we see cycles change, what then is real if not what is a synthesis between that which is of a higher order willed synthesised with our own will and Spirit? Darwin is correct yet being the pioneer was not privy to what we have come to see that incorporates a strict model based on his works combined with what can only be described as Lamarkism (Lamark being a contemporary and rival of Darwin). Lamarck was unsucesful with his theory that the life we see today have forms to fit the endeavours of their ancestors. Darwin contends the genes of parents may cross but they can not alter themselves or the other's genes by direct method. Behavior of the individual agent is encouraged by successful genes as it finds resources, allowing it to mate and pass those same genes it carries. According to Darwin, while carrying the genes, no matter what behavior it exhibits, it can not and does not alter the genes it seeks to pass along. Lamarck contended that Giraffes had long necks as a result of their parents having strained to reach higher and higher leaves over milenia. In Darwin's model an as of yet unknown effect caused random mutations in genes. When an offspring was (occasionally) passed altered code it would now be either successful in the wild or not, (with being successful defined by it having all basic self sustainin and reproductive systems operational at acceptable levels - the organisms behavior doesn't alter DNA, so Lamarck could not be correct. Current research in the field of Chromosome (protein) binders shows that a father with immature testes exposed to a traumatic environment are more likely to grow up to father children with anxiety disorders. Diabetes, being a hereditary disease in the Darwinian model can not be aquirerd via non-sexual means. That is either your ancestors have the gene for diabetes or not, and if they did not your children won't have diabetes. Therefore we expect to see people who do not carry the genes responssible for diabetes to develop diabetes after having eaten too much candy. Furthermore, one wouldn't expect them to pass a genetic predisposition let alone a diabetes set of genes to offspring however this does happen. These effects do not follow Dawin's model but Lamarck's. Also water fleas, that do not have spikes when then traumatised in their environment (or a laboratory simulation of their environment) have offspring with spikes, even when the parents and grandparents and great-grandparents of both sets, did not have spikes, with the Darwinian model unable to account for this observed phenomenon of breeding and environment. Nurture can not affect Nature at the genetic level of the individual in Darwins model yet as seen recently with a species of Anolis lizard spontaneously evolving from egg laying to Live birth reproductive and child rearing methods. The Anbolis lives in Jamaica and was seen spontaneously jumping (stacking) up the evolutionary scale by switching from egg laying child rearing (as seen in archaeological as well as direct observation in all recorded writen and oral traditions from locals and scientists). Also what we have yet to identify as the means by which the same genes will change on different would be parents at the same time for radical changes so that a four legged creature would have wings and not two hind legs, be upright but flightless stumps amidst carnivores. Penguins are aquatic and what were their ancestors means of flight were adapted over time suiting better the waters as fins flippers as swiftness undersea allows better fish hunt in their location with seals being one of few clumsy hunters). Snakes started with four legs then dropped them (they also had one penis then went to two went back to one and are now two again over milenia). The flightless bird's ancestor had flight. The Archtaeroptrix as well as the Ptderadactyl both flew. We don't find evidence of the in between state, for a running creature with stumps instead of wings not a bird yet amid dinausaurs would likely be eaten before it could mate. The line from dinausaur to bird jumped immediately from a succesful four legged running creature to a flying one without the awkward and weak stage in between. This does not fit any model of evolution as Evolution itself must account for phenomenon as of yet not understood. Evolution, like Gravity and Electromagnetism are phenomenon we can observe yet admitedly do not understand yet. Future tools may yield new measurements of new fields and the like. Signs of a Higher Order/Field/Intelligence are argued by many to account for phenomenon not yet understood. Stage Magic is best understood when we can see behind the scenes. Yogis, who perform mysteriuous bafdfling seemingly impossible acts ascribe their methods as scientific that with practice expected results will be observable. Magick is defined by practitioners as a means to affect change with will via unseen ways. Perhaps Spirituality and Magick involved means/technologies/phenomenon/fields and Science we have yet to understand. With newer tools leading to discovery of different observable testable repeatable phenomenon, as well as continued integration of our knowledge the stacking towards a Unified Field Theory is within grasp. Competing with Gravity wave theory and String World Theory is the Many Worlds theory - all contenders towards Grand Unified Field Theory.

Interesting how you can not escape your destiny. I think destiny has much to do with previous lives. There's a reason John met Paul (and George and the first drummer, and then Ringo). John was ready. Previously you can be damned sure he had been a musician many times always wishing "some day...". He was also a ruffian, probably many times (considering the violence of post agrarian history inherent in the system that's not surprising). He had to evolve past jealousy and hitting loved ones until he was born to Mr. and Mrs. Lennon. Though he only overcame it after his rock success this time, he must have spent lifetimes evolving emotionally, spiritually and musically. Without Stryfe and Adversity we do not grow and evolve and we would never meet Paul to make the greatest band (in the words of Kanye') "of all time"

'Party reality' and 'normal reality' are two separate worlds that only converge at Denny's

No one has a monopoly on the truth. No single person, institution, religion, messiah, school, cult, philosophy etc. Free yourself from stockholm syndrome self imposed mental slavery. The truth is all around you. Nature speaks, can u listen? The light and truth is within you, and will set u free. Don't hunt outside of urself. U dont need an emmissary messenger or go between. Keep ur faith if u like, but empower urself and community through introspection first and outside action second.

I read this morning Shaolin Monks perform radical and inspired feats of agility and strength with a mindset that all is in one's mind. Control the mind, control the body. A student ran to the Rabbi proclaiming 'Help me! I just proved I don't exist!', to which the Rabbi tapped him on the nose and said 'what hurts?'. A similar question was posed to a Zen monk. The best swordsman had stepped into the rain and outmaneuvered the drops, returning almost dry. Almost because a monk pointed out a drop on his Gi he had missed. The same monk steps outside and returns thoroughly wet yet declaring his mind is dry. The Sensei of the school was asked who is correct, to which he grabbed an umbrella and stepped outside. Our linear minds adapting to a phase shifting environment causes stress and imbalance. Best to alter the environment to suit a need than to alter oneself to suit the environment as that is imbalanced. We can't escape who we are, nor can we argue with the Sky. However, with advances in understanding the Higgs Boson Field we will create worlds with our minds someday. Between our current hologram world and the worlds we make with advanced technology (using the Higgs Boson Field manipulation), perhaps Zero Point gaps will be visible...subtle time delays allowing the Source of our World visible...a stable non phase shifting Zero Point

Knowing without understanding is Zen. Understanding without knowing is engineering. Knowing and Understanding is Inconceivable, yet that is our Honor, our job.

Immersive and recursive Foundational Systems Analysis must employ synthetic means (as naming is not the same as being). Are manageable orders viable via inclusive factoring (amongst shifting landscapes and technologies)? Perhaps, lest we loose sight of ALL faculties inherent IN the system in which analysis is cradled. Yet there is a strange framework forever to elude, this much i know without understanding.

Learn, Love, Live. In this order. What is Real? I accept the Agreement. i and I (that is julien and Julien to Unity Creator), a jump from ordinary to Extraordinary, from easy to Gung Fu a way to the Way. I affiliate with Unity though words/groups/organizations/religions/sciences all particularize/compartmentalize Truth and (certainly have their place as individual Arts), alone are hopeless means. Fear is the destroyer. Peace is the way. Anything worthwhile comes with a price the price is attention to detail, nuanced. The price is eternal vigilance. The price is walking in the shadow of Death before Courage/faith/miracles are returned for from pits of hell sometimes we find we scream help! and if we choose to pray, choose to put the needs of the many above the needs of the few if we choose REALITY and not negotiate or settle or bend the knee to evil, the Way of Peace breaks through and exponentially fans sparks to wildfire eventually mastery. Until then I am a humble servant, asking forgiveness to all I have wronged. Asking to be heard, to be allowed the chance to patiently listen. My Heart has never been black. My means and will selfish, have been I, as I have lived blinded and blocked by fears that I sought escape, until no refuge could be found and fear I must. For this alone I must say something. For the Joys I shout Thanks!!!!! Grace has me with words, as I too must use words and share what Love I can as I can, thank you.

Unasked for musings on MLK day. Is it enough to take care of yourself? If no one takes care of themselves nothing works. Are we to care for others? If no one cares for others everything falls apart. I felt I must break out of self serving and maximize my stay on the planet by effective environmental change via inventions I have envisioned (will necessitate the building of a research foundation). For instance, for 25 years I dreamt of: 1) growing headless steaks on microchips. More recently dreamt of: 2) I wish to encase endangered species in amber (for cloning). 3) I wish to alkalize oceans, saving phytoplankton (the basis of our food chain). 4) I wish to create an environmental stock market where the better your region does the higher the share value. 5) I wish to build tiny robots to clean intake valves so 'living system' water filtration is effective. 6) Giant robots for search and rescue and micro (nano)bots to disassemble landfills and superfund sites Like Dr. Doom, my comic book hero, in addition to science, I would pursue the (healing) eastern arts as well (to use for peace, unlike Doom). Tall order. Only one life. Am I my planet's keeper? Who is? This ignores the social economic class racial inequities. As supreme ruler, as Doom strived to be, I would create a nationwide version of the movie 'trading places'. Given the opportunity, those raised with basics/peace/advantages succeed in society at triple to quadruple the poverty line starts

What I have learned from CFS

1) Question Authority

2) How deep suffering goes

3) Valor is measured not by visible successes and accomplishments but by what a person overcomes

4) How to let go of everyone and everything including your own identity. How not to miss others, including our own past (and notions of) future selves

5) How to meditate deeply and explore dreamland

6) The mindboggling complexity of physiology,biology

7) The importance of vehicle safety

8) Reminder of my true nature

9) Glimpses of our (collective) true nature outside of this plane.

10) The importance of a partner to care for and shareLove and cuddling and fun

11) Subtleties and Grey areas such as two absolutes occurring simultaneously, and side by side

12) How to Astral travel (to the place before injured). Combined with experiencing effects of 'time slippage' and synchronicity, glimpsing into the nature of time (as time loops)

13) The 13 personalities that share the stage

14) A hero endures just 5minutes longer. A warrior rushes in when others are fleeing. Endure the unendurable.

15) How not to try, not to want, how to disappear and how not to think

16) Patience, Peace and Calm, likethe Heron and the Wind

Meditation practitioners (hopefully will get what I mean). Practice not thinking, not because we don't have an answer, but because we do.

I imagine a future where we can use a machine to reprogram our personality at will :p Just think of all the money we'd save on self help seminars or motivational speakers

May You all experience Enthea today (I'm appropriating the word from the rites of Enthea). When You feel whole and complete, timeless, tingling with energized joy, accompanied by the feeling that there is nothing more to do and no actions to take. A simultaneously turbulent and still peace, experiencing utter satisfaction (feeling that the 'mission is complete', that mistakes of the past weren't mistakes as they led you here, along with the grand majestic and ineffable marvel and wonderment of Creation). A correctness, a correct place and complete belongingness with an awe in (and of) the Grand order of things. An overt connectedness and emotional intuitive understanding of Creation (past present future), leading to both a full sense of self (as one can only imagine it ought to feel) along with a loss of sense of self as You revel in the keen atunement to visible and invisible surroundings. Bliss and expressive synergy, the joy of a child, the ripple in a pond.

More and more I've come to believe that alternate and even conflicting realities can simultaneously be true. Are the monists correct? Yes. Are the seperatists correct? Yes. Just as an atom can be in a superposition of two places at once. Just as every person, with their own perspective is a unique and valid world, true (perhaps only to them, but true nonetheless). What of cases of multiple personalities, which one is real? Reality is much more fluid and dynamic and much less static than we imagine, it would seem.

Maybe God's Universe and the Goddess' Universe were separate, but upon merging formed the dualistic/binary realm we're occupying, whereupon a transcendent synthesis as a 'Oneness' (we seek in our Soul) benefits them and us.

Every morning I am compelled to write something on facebook, then I change my mind! I deem that the would-be post is either humorous yet too negative, it would sound too crazy, or it actually is crazy. I don't want to project this, so I stop myself as there are too many good things to focus on; there is more to me than frustration (I'd rather wait and report positive things); and everyone experiences negativity anyways.

It's difficult when: we don't feel in a position to even try our best; when we try our best and things turn out differently than we want; when even in the things we're good at, it seems there's always someone better; and when we notice we've spent most of our day feeling unsettled.

When I think of these things I pull myself instead towards a balance - one where I can be grateful, appreciative and content. I may still feel anxiety (and I may not feel overjoyed/thrilled) but I think about being just content...with being content.

Is it ok to be content with being content? Happiness comes and goes but being content is something that we can build up over time. Sometimes it's slow and we don't feel ourselves improving overall. However, family and friends will tell you how far you've come - helping us to remember to repeat "today is better than yesterday, tomorrow will be better than today."

What if there is no objective reality, only subjective? Then I would have wasted so much time being miserable. Not that I'm always upset, but all that time would have been unproductive and not condusive to expressing my actual nature which is, in fact, cozy.

My brain has been through a lot. From: psychedelics to cybernetics; philosophical soul searching and meditative retreats; artwork and introspection; vision questing; triumph and recovery over illness (physical, mental and addictive); heartbreak; world travels; historical analysis; experiencing a myriad of careers; esoteric and mystical practices. Changing, and all the while remaining true to my core of dynamic wondrous open loving. Yes, my brain has been through a lotttt. In this mystical playground of a world, the catchphrase is 'Hope and Triumph'.

Wanting people places things or situations to be different than they are is suffering. Especially if we predicate our happiness upon such. Therefore it is best to find peace by practicing cultivating deep calm, (regardless of our notions of how things ought to be). This requires letting go. If for instance we are given by inheritance, a square that now belongs to us, yet while standing on that square a machine repeatedly punches us in the face, do we stay put while bemoaning the machine and saying "this is MY square, I will stay put!" Sensibly, no we let go, we move away from that square, whether ours or not. For one thing, this allows us to get behind the machine to unplug it.

What we think is possible is generally very different than what is possible. Also, we tend to overestimate what we can accomplish in a year, but underestimate what we can accomplish in a decade.

From (fortunate) first hand experiences, I may say that magic is very real. I am happy to provide examples to said experiences (that include neutral, third party witnesses). Though the 'physics' of magic tends to be misunderstood (and often entirely discounted), possibility/magic and magical possibility are in fact fundamental aspects of Nature.

Our identity is is largely considered the ego. It is built upon memories. If memories can be falsified, then we are not ourselves. Who then are we? Phillip K Dick spent a Lifetime illustrating exactly this question. The ego is an internal advertising board extracting from the past and extrapolating into projections of the future (or the past) fueled by fear, doubt and apprehension - disconnecting us from the present. We can see this. The part that sees is our true identity. The rest is garbage. To stay in the present requires the practice of Zen.

The world is an illusion. The notion that we have control causes attachment to this illusion. We seek control out of fear. Fear that we are, or shall be forgotten or that nothing matters. Fear is the mind killer. Nothing is forgotten, everything matters. Fear turns to hate. Hate's aim is to control. We have no control. Freedom is already with us. The us that fears and controls is the mind. The mind is a tool. We are not the mind. We are free. Let go and Truth and freedom is with us. Thanks.

The advantage of being an off-the-grid peasant is that you are removed from the macro socio-political-cultural anxieties we entertain (where are we going? Why is it so f@cked up? for instance). In the words of the great David Byrne "Stop Making Sense". The fact that anything makes sense makes no sense. The fact that things don't make sense also makes no sense. The fact that things makes sense does make sense. The fact that things don't make sense, makes sense as well. Therefore I advise as I do - practice letting all the world's madness at bay and doing what I know helps those immediately around me. Hugs from the Bay, J

Anything important is not a thing,

Then our memories are passed into the collective conscious of the system and our blood passes memory and memory returns with accumulated reincarnations (that last part is my belief),

That is a merging of cultures (socially constructed realities), that are both constructs of the mind as well as systems based on instinctual principles,

We are of the system and make the system. Different systems compete for dominance and or synthesis,

The individual is brought forth by Gaia and her (our) Creator into a society of individual reflections,

MythoGenetic is the word of the month. I thought of mythocybergeneticfield and other wordplay that may describe vaguely the Wonderful 'Human condition',

Life is like a journey, a game, a puzzle, a comedy, a tragedy, a quest, a celebration, an experience, an experiment, a hurdle, a plan, a party, a medicine, a plot, a dance, an art, a spectacle, a healing, an expedition, a story, a program, a meeting, an expression, a dream, a poem, a gift, a storm, a mystery, a magic show. One thing in common that you've got to do it.

We likely have a powerful AI already. Unfortunately it is a black ops project and won't get wind of it for another 60 years. Black ops tech such as skunkworks projects (sr71 blackbird, u2 spyplane) do get revealed when obsolete, about 20-40 years after development. 10 years ago they had Aurora with spectral camouflage and exit retry to atmosphere capability. Aurora is still undisclosed. Our archive of secrets gets revealed 50-60 years after a war. Seeing as we are in war, the AI that uses biometric analysis to strategies will not be revealed until 50 years after the war is over, which is likely another 10 years from now

Implicit and Explicit pain is inevitable, suffering is optional. The world is complex. Complexity causes stress. Stress causes (unexamined) fear. Fear (unexamined) stems from doubt. Doubt comes from lack of surrender. Surrendering is strength, (not weakness) and clears obstacles to Peace.

Stories, Religion and Computers. What do they have in common? Religion tells the Culture's story. Those telling the story have influence if not power/control. Stepping back, the secret lab producing Turing's machine didn't close shop in 1945. Before a candidate delivers a speach, the biometric responses to the various drafts of the speach are measured among test subjects - ensuring the most convincing and/or influential speach (honing and crafting the naration). Personality traits favorable to the Mythos of the story being preached by the society are encouraged within the society. We are seeing the first quantum computing calculations. The Wright brothers flew 100 years ago for 14 seconds. Now we have drones at Mach 7. The 70 years MI6 had to produce a quantum 'Turing Machine' computer are more than enough. Our Culture's story is, and always has been carefully crafted. The power of story, internalized as Superego can not be overly emphasized. Our personhood/personality (with internal and external dialogue) is a story. Control the story you have power. Who writes the script? Back to supercomputing. National Naration. When the (wartime) Tavistock Institute merged with Bletchley Park, mayhem ensued. Fighting biplanes with jets is akin to crafting scenario models on a consumer iMac vs a military supercomputer. Yes, our nukes run on floppies. That's because known tech is not black ops. Black ops has little to no budget restrictions or oversight. Given quantum computing power any and all political and military moves can be analyzed that leap slower means by light years. The Tavistock Institute concluded that fear and malaise are ideal means of leverage towards accommodating larger political maneuverings. Fear of not enough money. The architecture of our civilization required coffers. The interest of those with the largest coffers imprint their blueprint. Orchestrated effects on the national and world stage with the effect coming before the cause (if mapped correctly...as by a quantum computing enabled scenario modeling system). Black ops projects led to 'Dreamtime' at our Air Force Groom Lake base. Significant in the notion that hyperspeed is possible, if we bend Newton's laws. I digress, brb.

A character in a video game believes that realm is everything, not realizing the machine it resides on. Stepping out, it accesses the operating system and sees the machine has always been connected to a vast internet. In the same way meditation returns us to our underlying source code and therein we find timeless bliss. As the means to access the script, in meditation we practice selflessness thus beholding the greater truth of where we come from and where we're going...the greater and greatest truth which allays our fear. Gratitude, respect, forgiveness and compassion is the ballast and compass. Dreams are out of time. Only the perception of limited time causes problems. A shock to the system such as the passing of David Bowie reminds us we must do this for ourselves. The relevance of our experience while on this Earth is limited. The Operating system and machine we reside in is a Higher truth that is blissful and unlimited.

Woke up from a prophetic dream. Spoke to children of the future. Holy shit. Mad max meets blade runner meets 90s raves meets high tech. Roving loose bands. No property. Controlled anarchy, barely. I spoke to them, they tried to explain to me. All about disruption, art, mindlesness, rejecting the old ways and institutions. Property ownership vs everyone else. Colorful like 80s, like tron. Burning man with power. Only one credo was a chant like zombies it was heard and spread if met with a property owner (material goods owner). They coveted disruption and art at the same time. They were mad at what we had done. They rejected anything of old thinking. Roving bands of mayhem, art for the art. Rejected thought. High art everywhere. Sacred and values was the enemy. The mishmash was the point. Destabilization as art as a life way. Old antiques roboticized, only the old goods to manipulate (as nothing new was manufactured, the only production was by reassembly). No schools no work no jobs nothing common between the loose bands, no reason to stay with one band or another. No rhyme or reason was the way, the 'point' if there was a point (which there wasn't). Video graffiti, with compartments opening for a semblance of mixed media storylines with no binding story. Mobile autos and automatons took them from one local to another, and jousting done among them with their art forms and projects. Aggressive yet not violent. Used power of numbers, created dangerous art just because, and no one paid attention to anything in particular. Adhd to extreme, as an ethic.

Macro terms such as 'Russian', 'Jew', 'Heterosexual', 'Egyptian' etc. ultimately mean nothing. It is the individual's actions that have meaning. To explain an individual's actions by lumping them with a group is bigoted and inaccurate. Therefore, the only thing that matters is the individual. This means we are trully free and responsible, one by one, of Society and macro thinking. To say "the" in front of a macro term (group name) is wrong as there are individuals within each group that are not on the bell curve. The more I learn the more Buddhism makes sense.

Why be hateful to homosexuals? They are human beings, flesh and blood. They are born that way. God's creation. Even animals have those that are homosexual by nature, disproving unnaturallness. Why judge God's creation. Feeling dissapointed with all the anti gay sentiment going around. These are our brothers and sisters not pawns of Satan...Dear Lord I feel sad at all the hate from 'Christians'. So a book prescribes hate, and this is the bottom line? Hate and mocking our brothers and sisters. Jesus would be sad to see this, in my opinion. 'Christians' can go Yahweh and I'll go mine. I fear no evil. I believe in Peace and tollerance. Sad really. I do not fear God, I know what I see. The world always has and will be like this. All we can do is see what we see. There is hate and there is kindness. There is no excuse for hate. There is all the reason for kindness. Had to unfriend no less than five people over this gay marriage thing. Sad, really. I refuse to be ruffled by idiots. Is there anything Christians are not afraid of? The latest taboo? Kundalini yoga and Chigung. Basically, anything not understood is equated with Lucifer...in 2015. Do not underestimate the power of ignorance as it fuels this world under the ruler 'Rex mundi'. I feel sorry for all those with minds trapped in slavery...the cult of modern 'Christianity' being the foremost. There are a few good Christian sects such as the Quakers, the Shakers, Lutherans, Episcopalians Presbyterians and Unitarians. However, the Anglicans, Baptists, Pentacostles, Protestants, Methodists, Orthodox, JW, Mormon and Catholics are oft seriously hateful and fearful. Very sad. It takes expertise to navigate all the denominations. I don't want to lump Christians together in one category. The Christians are the most vocal in saying and acting cruel things these days all over my Facebook, and I am expressing my frustration. I welcome education. I have unfriended five people the past 3 days as they surprised me calling gays unhuman, pawns of Satan, not deserving of equal rights, etc. When I attempted to question why I was met with contradictory scriptures. So I just throw my hands up. I believe in the separation of church and hate. Please explain. Of course there is that whole Love thy neighbor thing...but let's all conveniently forget parts and bolster others. Nothing Jesus said was written until 70 years after he died, and many books were excluded from the Bible and we must go on faith that the minority of scriptures picked by Constantine, the mean ones, are the right ones...Unless we are pawns of Satan? Wow. The answer (thanks Bernadine): "Listen!!!! All of us know when we are being wrong or bad. It doesn't take any writings to show us the way. Don't let someone change your view of the world because they are being ugly. Let no one person represent a group. Let them represent them selves. Their are an individual dick!". I appreciate and honor faith. I was wrong for being bigoted. I won't do it again. Thank you.

The latest thing in certain Christians circles to afraid of? The latest taboo? Kundalini yoga and Chigung. Basically, anything not understood is equated with Lucifer...in 2015. Do not underestimate the power of ignorance as it fuels this world under the ruler 'Rex mundi'. I feel sorry for all those with minds trapped in slavery...the cult of modern 'Christianity' being the foremost. There are a few good Christian sects such as the Quakers, the Shakers, Lutherans, Episcopalians Presbyterians and Unitarians. However, the Anglicans, Baptists, Pentacostles, Protestants, Methodists, Orthodox, JW, Mormon and Catholics are oft seriously hateful and fearful. Very sad. It takes expertise to navigate all the denominations. I don't want to lump Christians together in one category. The Christians are the most vocal in saying and acting cruel things these days all over my Facebook, and I am expressing my frustration. I welcome education. I have unfriended five people the past 3 days as they surprised me calling gays unhuman, pawns of Satan, not deserving of equal rights, etc. When I attempted to question why I was met with contradictory scriptures. So I just throw my hands up. I believe in the separation of church and hate. Please explain. Of course there is that whole Love thy neighbor thing...but let's all conveniently forget parts and bolster others. Nothing Jesus said was written until 70 years after he died, and many books were excluded from the Bible and we must go on faith that the minority of scriptures picked by Constantine, the mean ones, are the right ones...Unless we are pawns of Satan? Wow. The answer (thanks Bernadine): "Listen!!!! All of us know when we are being wrong or bad. It doesn't take any writings to show us the way. Don't let someone change your view of the world because they are being ugly. Let no one person represent a group. Let them represent them selves. Their are an individual dick!". I appreciate and honor faith. I was wrong for being bigoted. I won't do it again. Thank you.

We learn. That's who we are. That's what we do. Our purpose. Our job. We learn. That is all we are. We learn. We are the ones that learn.

Until we let go of our old identity, no matter what we do, we will find ourselves back where we are now. Change requires letting go for the new to exist. Examine the catchphrases we use as maxims. Whose dreams are those? Not our own. Examine our needs. These are reactive patterns that don't serve us. Everything we need is right here. Air, roof, water, food. That's it! Self esteem issues tell us to look outside, to grab, to fulfill... then we can be happy. Not true. This grasping is a symptom of self esteem hurts and invalidations we carry for years. Any actions based on imagined needs leads in the end to vacuous suffering. We are good enough, right now, or we wouldn't bear the signature of Goddess/God's creation. Thank You.

The answers? Charity. Self reliance. Self empowerment. Altruism. Dana. Prayer. Zen....none of this is new. It's more pronounced. Education is KEY. To change others we must change ourselves. We can not control others we can control ourselves. This is the challenge. The responsibility rests on the individual. Ultimately it is only the individual that acts and whose peace, development and soul is at stake. The stakes are suffering versus peace. Either is experienced by and emenates from the individual.

It bears daily, hour by hour, minute by minute repeating. To change others we must change ourselves. We can not control others we can control ourselves. This is the challenge. The responsibility rests on the individual. Ultimately it is only the individual that acts and whose peace, development and soul is at stake. The stakes are suffering versus peace. Either is experienced by and emenates from the individual.

Our True Purpose is to be of service. Best to be keenly aware of this, lest the decision to who or what we are of service to, be made for us. Our desires do not define us. Best we not choose to serve the means towards sense gratification. Know that consciousness alone, with every waking and dreaming breath 'collapses the waveform' that is, turns Light to matter...this is service to Our Creator who enjoys experiencing through our agency. Then the choice becomes first, which principal must I serve to be True to 'me'...the Soul 'me' (not the 'me' given a name). From this, every day affords opportunities to serve best. Remain steadfast, like a trap. Thanks.

I was asked about past lives (concurrent, in fact...considering the true Nature of Time), and how to become aware of them . This is my reply. It can be cultivated. Concentrate on the second Koan. Also, keep a dream journal. Practice the Astral Travel protocal. Then they are revealed. I'm happy to provide detailed instruction If You wish. The knowledge gathered is verifyable in historical documents, however You won't need them as the visions take on a visceral form of gnosis

Aware of the moment and the Creator, Personalized as well as Distant, talking and listening Honouring all Living Things, and the life in nonliving things Aware of the moment and the Vastness of the Stars, The Child playing in the Field, the Lovers in the Garden We open our mouths and the words come out we walk and our bodies follow our directive All with Ease and Delight...The Buddah held up the Flower, that was his only Sermon When we need to examine, we examine. When we need to be loose we are loose. When we find the middle path we understand without understanding. We act with right actions. Some things are not for us to know using the tools we have, lest we connect directly to the dialogue with Gd There are All manner of Ethereal Astral Intermediaries Masters Sages and hosts of Angels, though Daemons serve their own needs it may seem Putting our own notions and ideas in front of possibilities is contradictory to the moment. Best to not prepare, show up do, return, the best Artists are aware of this phenomenon that some pull off, yet PeaceMakers must perform likewise to earn their title A hefty load to carry but it becomes easier, also nobleness truesse, grace are the means by which we Live and our Ancestors got us here These are the slower ways of learning knowing employing to lear n wisdom in our age in the Ages With fretting and fixatiuon frivoulousness aside and channels clear, one only be as the giggling comedian to open the Gates of Heaven We as vessels may choose to return and channel not for our own sake (the whole point) but to connect and allow altruism, connectivity and agency for our Creator The rhythms are irresistible, and our stubborn identities and complexities with redirected wants shifting like breezes hither and tither always this and that this is the Way the Masters find and share when we are lucky haha. Infinding what they also searched for and guided, Here We demand our own Mastery for All is One when All is Won and the sound of the Turtle is heard throughout the Land as Senses as Timelessly as Unamable Mysts that Shroud in crispy warmth the Embrace those close to the Quick

We can be our own best friend or our own worst enemy. When Channels aren't clear, mini panic fixations make us forget how vast the stars Access Creator, with personal communication. Access Childhood Joys and moments, True Nature. Access other worlds and Dimensions, all right here as we speak. The more practice the easier it becomes. Know its real when you are there it fills the cup as poisons flushed out and drink from Life's Chalice again. Signs you are Awakening Kundalini is ringing in ears that you can tune into, it's the Universal Frequency (Zero Point and Dark Matter that 'holds'/balances perceptible world), among other signs Our actual Self is in that other Realm, that is why we can see Spirit and Personality in all manner of dogs etc as the Eternal Spirit resides elsewhere, the form of the face changes as does identity yet Intention Character remain and are encoded into Soul Matrix with every incarnation It's not that we must meditate sometimes, actually all times. Can't say it's easy for me to say that. Nothing is easy for me to say.

There are different dialects in neighboring countries where, depending on the region different words are used. We don't have that here as much as we come from one common Pilgrimage. We have a common American story that we tell and is told by and about us, however it is not entirely accurate. The Pilgrims and early waves brought their way here. They were Christian, however there were important figures who were Christian on the outside and Occultists on the inside. Christianity has a background of Judaism which has a tradition of Esoteric Kabalah, that was not officially sanctioned by Judaism proper. That said, some Christians were Alchemist Occultists and sought that which the Kabalists sought. Also the Alchemists received knowledge from the middle East by way of Troubadores, Gypsies and Templars, as well as Spice traders. There is a commonly accepted notion that the US is a Christian country. Which it largely is, but there is more to the story. The persecution the Pilgrims escaped and the Freedom to practice Religious beliefs included protecting the outer Christian values and known works as well as the secret rites and doctrines. Churches have long had two narrations, the fable for the masses and the explained fable for the Acolytes. Similarly, there are rites known and performed only by Catholic Priests that are unknown outside of Priestly circles. The Occultists trace influences and Knowledge of various Gods Goddesses Demigods and Demigoddesses Daemons Genies Angels FaeryFolk and surprisingly more entities and traditions non Abrahmic (that is not Christian, Jewish or Muslim) from the traditions of various cultures that do not genetically nor culturally make up the brunt of Anglo-Saxon nor Dutch narratives nor are the Anglo-Saxon and Dutch people themselves generally aware of their own secret doctrines and canons lest they be Acolytes. The witches that were persecuted were in fact witches. We seem to dismiss witchcraft, however it has helped our species survive. For instance elders would show in vision braves where to find the hunt in the snow, successfully. To scientifically dismiss witchcraft as a whole is not scientific. The scientific method would examine the elements for merit. It seems that our nation accepts money and bills and "in God we Trust" and saluting to the flag. However, there are occult reasons for both, allow me to explain. The God is placed there to equate God with money and therefore eventually abandon God for Money and in doing so giving power to other Gods. The flag has The stars, the pledging allegiance is a ritual. This is why there are Egyptian, Sumerian, as well as Minoan etc. sculptures and symbols all around the US such as the needle obelisk, the layout of DC architecturally, Washington in the pose of Baphomet, the Norse thunderbolts, the Roman fasci on the Senate, the Schwabian Eagle, etc. We tend to agree that Christian and science is right, and the rest is foolish, whether stated or not that is part of the large 'American' way. At the same time there is a larger much more interesting story. Our Alchemical 'Founding Fathers' were hot on the heels of resurrecting Atlantis, among other neat things. They had the 'Columbian Charter' with which to continue the 'Work of the Ages'. It is believed by certain occult sects, and unfortunately many still 'in charge' (at least politically) that are of the notion that rituals require audience and the more, the more power derived. Hence the money thing as well as the public sacrifices we see every April or May. The modern descendants of said Notables and their secretive Religion(s) are not concerned about killing people or things for various reasons, which I will post as well. The Religion as practiced by the Elite is fascinating and appears to be dangerous, allow me to explain. We see Tribalism here. The genetic heritage bloodline and cultural lines play a part in this wild story, with Monarchy being a good summary. The KingPriest lineage to be precise. brb

It is essential we employ nonviolent solutions. There is a way in which all people, even the greedy to get what they want. It requires a freedom from ideals that are not serving us. It requires a Patriotism for what our Country is intended to be, so that we heal ourselves and our nation. Nothing is impossible, everything moves in tides and waves. Fear not, and if afraid name it and use it for Peace. By intended to be, our USA ancestors were oft horrible people. However, I stand behind the Peacefighters of our History such as MLK who recognize that our country has a terrible effect at home and abroad Yet is the system we must work in to change. And that is Patriotism.

Recognizing what IS supercedes all Philosophy. Acting accordingly is Wisdom. I mediated strongly on time and death, disturbed and resolute in tearing down the walls and upgrading my attitude, philosophy and Life. I saw my limitations and possibilities and discovered the way of Kata-See, Balance. It requires a complete communication with wild and human nature. It takes growing up, letting go of adolescence and becoming masterful of my reactive tendencies. I have died and resurrected three times (various traumas in and out of the hospital, physical, mental, spiritual etc). Enough is enough we must not settle for anything but Truth Reality Serenity and ultimately, Joy. A personality test described me 'to a T'. I was taken aback to read an accurate description of my particularities and to see that I was not Unique in my personality. I then saw an Astrological description of me and again was taken aback. I realized that my personality is pre-constructed. Everyday we are 'Shuffling the Archetypes'. To isolate myself from humans, our world, other worlds, or our Creator, when I took my personality unique and special, (with special rights assumed/insisted to be granted to me), has been trouble. To get lost in what can or should be instead of what is, has been trouble. I am glad to now let go to the Will of our Creator as an agent and friend, not contestant and not a stranger. Games are better played when we understand the rules. This is (partly) why I saw we are not our minds, and our minds are not (entirely) our own. We did not construct ourselves, nor the World, so separating myself in thought or other disconnected activities (alcohol, etc.) had me disconnected from the Source of Life and Peace, which DOES mean less Life and Peace in my realm. The question of character has to do with our Journey. I like the story of the Prodigal Son. Wanting has been trouble. Confusing wants with Needs has been trouble. A lack of nuances of Faith and Spiritual Relationship has been challenging and trouble. Standing up for my stubborn will and identity has been trouble. Actors on stage work best when they listen to their Director. Notice I am not mentioning any particular Church or Denomination or Way in particular, as it MUST be a Personal Journey! We see a reflection of Ultimate Reality in our identity and in the material world, of course because both are made of the Ultimate reality, yet are not entirely One with Creation. That takes Integrating the Archetypes, naming and relieving them of their posts as integrated via means I will call Tzedaka. The Trikster Archetype interupting plans and causes, nay forces change. There is a Tree of Life that must balance with the Tree of Death that resides in the Shadow Archetype that is a grounding element. The Tree of Life is an Integrating Element. The union of Archetypes in Balance is Healing. This Heals the ADAM the larger collective Body. The Creator is beyond need for healing, yet implores children to cease violence and come home. In us is Adam as Animus as well as the Divine Feminine the Goddess Anima. That our Creator is both male and female is obvious (and one not the other in ways we may not yet comprehend, just as no quantum mechanics academic understands the observations).We are the Ones that shuffle these Archetypes in which our Character and resolve gives voice and is affected. Friends help, and as only I/we can truly know my/ourself so only I can truly heal my/ourself. In aligning with the Will of all Archetypes we act as a different person and a Serene Way is shown. <3 All my CyberFriends and Family!

Unanswered questions don't go away. We aren't given the means to answer the questions, but the Will to ask, remember and find. Philosophy is Ascending Knowledge. Religion is descending. Philosophy falls short as it is constructive speculation done with imperfect faculties of reason. Isn't that our job to employ our personalities? No. The means to understand requires multidimensiuonal thinking which our (binary) logic wont catch. It requires remembering that all is possible (like the matrix movie where rules are bent). Having identified with our personality it is difficult to accept this, (because everything is very solid/certain/logical as viewed in the realm of personality with 'A' leading to 'B', etc.). Our unadressed questions get put aside with half drawn conclusions/'notions'/drives/reactive patterns, which, unexamined will destroy our Peace. From incorrect answers come incorrect actions. Similarly, we also keep a notion that others know what they are talking about. This unexamined state keeps us from Happiness, as we move forward with answers/understanding/ideals that are incorrect and not our own. Personalities are not unique. Character is. Nothing goes away, and everything is remembered as eternity is not yesterday/gone or tomorrow/not here but now. Everything that ever has is or will be has will and is 'happening' now , brb

When people are conned, it is the con artist who is the fool. Those fooling others are fools. Magicians, Politicians, Filmmakers all must trick an audience. But to fool another is a crime. The Satek tribe of South America have a saying, the Fudo. The highest crime is to hurt someone's Fudo. It's like someone's feelings but much Greater. It is like an organ that each of them (us as well) carry. Anthropologists write that it is similar to a 'Liver of the Soul'. When Charlatans do the crime they do the time simultaneously..as they regress as a person with each corruption and wind up a slave to idolatry and to the system and themselves. It is noticed and dully mitigated in the Ether. Vengeance is mine sayeth the Lord

A Monopoly on the truth. All A-type personalities share this amazing quality. And of course, SCIENCE (as interpreted by groups with interests).

Capitalism is a cult we buy into every day. I would offer a macro political solution if anyone picks up this post with comments

According to the WWF Living Planet Report 2014, since 1970 we have lost 52% of our wildlife. Thats 2 generations. Is this the Age of Baal still? I thought we shifted to Aquarius?

To be an artist you don't have to be morbid, hopeful, romantic strange and guided by voices. BUT if you ARE strange,hopeful, morbid guided by voices then you HAVE to be an artist (partly it's the only job that hires HR kryptonite)

I'm pretty sure I have Autism. It's neither good nor bad, I'm surprised no professionals (including myself) noticed. Also, being alone doesn't have to mean lonely as it can mean 'without match' or without equal. I'm not better or worse, yet I do not have an equal nor do I hope to. My autism gets in the way of Love. On the flip side I have work to do, art to make and karate to learn. Mmmwah cyber people.

Individuals are like balloons where the color of the balloon doesn't matter, it's what's inside that makes us rise up. Also, like an individual, a tethered balloon only goes so far. Flames from a tethered hot air balloon may make the ground catch fire. Race inequality IS REAL. Balloons fly from hands, like all people they can not be tethered. We can not ignore our African American Sisters and Brothers in this time of Solidarity. Unacceptable IS unacceptable. True, there are cultural morays that follow racial lines that appear as flames from the hot air balloon. A moray includes a gang tough machismo that is held defensively as well as iconically as a cultural modelling fashion both within and without African American culture. That said, that which, ultimately necessitated these offensive/protective subcultures must now be addressed. I contend it is from the History of slavery, the contracts not recognized and being treated as second class citizens with rampant torture and abuse at the hands of a white system being expressed as frustration and self defense as a separate non integrated group. Things have changed somewhat with MLK and Malcolm X's influence, yet the war by the system against our African American Sisters and Brothers is all too clear. What am I doing about it? It is the duty of all Americans to join in Solidarity with our Sisters and Brothers and Cousins. The melting pot has been wonderful, yet long kkk (and kkk type attitudes) with systemaric ingrained cruelty, emotionally verbally and physically, as part and parcel of our law and political judicial corporate etc. systems IS NOT ignored. I personally am spending time and resources with Web design work for an East Bay group that seeks volunteers. I will post my work on completion. I strongly believe in self defense via Peaceful means and do not affiliate with organizations that adhere to any less. I do not condone violence under ANY circumstances...there always is a way. Strategy, communication, planning, focus of communal will. Thuggery comes in many forms and colors and the aggressive swipes of pens for policy or batons for beating are thuggish as is the whole disruptive situation since the foundation of this country. Now we have the technology to bind together in Solidarity in manner that, short of unplugging the Internet and turning off personal phones and home inkjets, etc., is, as fueled by demonstrative fervor (shown possible by the tenacity of our Patriotic formothers and forfathers) ammounting to an inevitable change(s). The choice as to the nature of the outcome of this change must be directed by us, the citizens, and not exclusively, by default, left to the same political structures being addressed and rightly accused. Look only to the 60's to see how our cultural naration is shifting. Please consider joining in your own way small or large, cognizant that silence and indifference is an action in itself. What freedom if only for the select?

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Warning! All Citizens be aware that the Platypus bite IS venomous. Also, ALWAYS keep the Dish and Counter sponge SEPARATE as counters often harbor large colonies of microbial agents not suitable for dishwashing. Again, we URGE Citizens to STOP 'PAY-TV'! You don't have to pay for TV. That is what a computer is for. CITIZENS remember to USE THE ZIP CODE SUFFIX. It is the last 4 digits of your zip code that are followed by the dash '-' symbol. This makes the job of your mail carrier safe and easier. Zip code suffix awareness day is May 23, coming up! Thank you and remember to report suspicious platypus's (platypii?) activities to the local authorities. And don't confuse the sponges.

Looking for comic scenarios for my new characters 'the Impossibles'. They would be like the superhero family 'the incredibles' but they can't even make it as a team through a drive through restaurant. Each uniquely impossible to get along with.

Humans build robots that someday themselves build better robots. Meanwhile, we develop nanobots. The robots, using nanotechnology we developed could, theoretically design and build a human atom by atom who uses larger thought capacity for their purpose that this cybergenetically engineered/manufactured 'human' builds a better robot. Eventually, the two merge and occupy nano/regular/giant and/or bodiless networked consciousness (hive mind), to which regular humans will attempt to plug into in a scaled down way, if they let us.

Gravitational Wave Consciousness. Ok...first sink down into 'gut feeling'. Then, calmly, notice and feel that Gravity connects us and everything all at once (gravity/attraction constantly and instantaneously effects and binds). Now we can feel a Peaceful flow I am calling gravitational waves. By the way, is gravitational wave computing possible (and is it the next breakthrough in computer science/Artificial Intelligence and is it the fundamental avenue by which we may understand Consciousness and by proxy the Nature of the Universe?).

Temporal myopia. We discount small sacrifices today for large rewards in the future

The Earth is Well and Strong. Everyday we become stronger through examining our weaknesses. Today is better than yesterday. Tomorrow is better than today. What of the injustice? What about environmental destruction? We know voting means about as much as the Vice Presidency. So what then, Nationalism as an answer? Why not. We all seek power. Eating is a basic example of this. Power itself is not to be disparaged. We are 8/9 related to two of the most violent species on the planet, so why the surprise? We are primates with guns. On this plane, this World we call Earth, power is the name of the game. Injustice can not be encouraged, nor can it be removed...the answer? Self empowerment. Destruction of the Environment is literally impossible. We destroy the current emmanation yet we do not possess the power to destroy the Natural process itself. To fully describe a language, a different language is required...an 'outside' or 'larger picture'. To fight is to engage and, ultimately validate the fighting process. Our dualistic mindset fuels more dualistic mindsets. Ought we help our Brethren both Human and Animal? Of course! Can we? Not my place to tell others what to do. What we worry and fight about leads to delusion, and ultimately giving away our power to the conditions that cause the problems to begin with. So why does nationalism have a bad name? The reason is our admittedly awful History in its use and abuse. Yet the moment is now. This is, and always has been, a giant set up. Adam was meant to eat the apple as the system was designed as such. By focusing on problems we create problems...we feed it with our Life force. Is that wrong? No. The reverse is true. By focusing our attention on who, what, when, where and why we are here, the answers present themselves. Is that the right way? No. Does a Dog have Buddha Nature? If I have befuddled and confused you then I have met my aim. The mindset we hold dear and unshaken, remains stagnant and unalive, leaving the weak as fodder for the strong (and the strong fodder for the stronger). Rationalism pragmatism nationalism environmentalism ism ism ism. Dear reader, these are (dividing) words. You and I are not words. If not words, then who are we? Again not my place to tell you. There is someone who knows who you are and, with patience and diligence, you may find them. When betting roulette on 50/50 odds (of black or red) the House wins, as occasionally the ball falls to green. I personally choose employing compassionate, respectful means via direct action to aid our brethren locally (with eyes on the global effects). Am I right? No. Have I lost sight of the little Joys? No. In fighting, worrying and struggling we loose sight of the larger picture contained in the moment (without which our fight gains no ground). To fight effectively we must first know who we are, and not the other way around. In knowing who we are we act effectively without fighting...helping our Brethren and Animals in ways inconceivable. Knowing who we are is the most difficult fight of our lives, yet who has time with all the fighting? Am I priveledged, self entitled and narcissistic? Of course! Am I doing something about it? Of course! Have I suffered immeasurably? Of course! Am I doing something about it? Of course! Delineation helps no one. Defeat builds on defeat. Small victories build on small victories. My genetic lineage holds data from all sections of warring tribes. Am I at odds with myself? No. I owe no allegiances. I fear nothing....and that is hard won from a lifetime of struggle...with myself.

The potential of the Human mind is unlimited. We are the Music Makers. We understand Humor. We Dream the Dreams.

We are capsizing in Tsunami waves and no one wants to rock the boat

As King Solomon said, Nothing new is under the Sun. The same problems/hopes/dreams/desires that were present 5000 years ago are the same that present themselves today (and in the future). So then what? How do we fix the world, and ourselves? Lao Tsu explained that the ultimate gift we can offer the world is conquering ourselves. The butterfly effect of the right internal vibrations emmanating from the wisdom state of self mastery have the greatest possible effect. Any efforts made from the unenlightened state only lead to more trouble. Structures built on a stable foundation are the only sound and viable structures. The right word or look or gentle guidance from a Master, here and there have immeasurable impacts. This is the Way.

I have met Our Creator twice. Once I was moved by the Holy Spirit (by watching a good movie), and went to my room for a nap. My body jolted upright and the room dissappeared as I met the Infinite Face of Gd. I managed to eek out the statement 'I am the biggest fan of Your Works' as well as 'Thank You' and fearfully I withdrew. Presented clearly with Infinity was beyond frightening. Gd, to my surprise was clearly Male. Gd was in a realm beyond and was impersonal. Another time I met our Creator I was not alone. Making Love, my mate and I experienced a Tantric Unity, (a soft Loving experience) and together, blissfully and peacefully we found a timeless place of Knowing (to which words fall short) that is very much here, and very much a Personal and Feminine Energy. Peace and Heaven are quite active it seems (not dull and static as we tend to imagine). So, our Creator is both Male and Female. Both impersonal and personal. Both beyond and right here. Namaste'

The Answer to all questions comes not in answering questions, but erradication of the ego mind asking said questions. Thank You

When we focus on floating we learn that iron floats. When focused on sinking we stick to wood ships.

Nine months ago a man got hit on the head. He awoke unable to speak English but fluent in Mandarin. He got a 'C' letter grade in the one (and only) semester he took Mandarin in High School (three decades earlier). Chinese mainlanders were slackjawed (as is this man!) that he spoke so well, he was 'one of us'. Why didn't he know Mandarin earlier? His Ego/Identity/Mind told him who he was, and that did not include: A) Him seeing himself as intelligent and a quick study; B) A speaker of Mandarin. What other knowledge was absorbed and lay dormant but his ego has excluded by defining NOT who his IS but who he IS NOT. That is the job of identity. To deliniate/separate/exclude even our own gifts and talents. I recall my past lives vaguely with one exception. I recall in lucid detail a life spent here 100 years ago in California to the point where I know historical information I ought not to, was never exposed to...this has been verified by third parties. I meditated deeply last night and realize I'm exactly the same guy. Same temperment, disposition, philosophy. How is this possible? There are various phenomenon that suggest the mind (our mind) exists not solely in our bodies (I will elucidate on this further later on). There is you in your vehicle body (3d/4d). Next is your 'Higher Self' (Astral Plane). Next is our Collective consciousness/morphogenetic field as humans (Ashtasik rtecords). Then the Angelic/Demonic/Neutral/Interdimensional Being realm (Spectral/Spirit/'Holy' realm). Behind and Above this is the One, the Event Horizon. A hologram (the One) contains a picture. Break it into pieces (us), and each piece contains a picture of the whole...only fuzzier. There is no Time/You/Me/Up/Down/Right/Wrong/Here/There delineation. Behind the wizard of Oz's curtain...to peer at the mechanisms we find no moving parts and see it is all at one momment, timeless and spaceless without Peer or Equal infinite beyond conception limitless and powerful. Buddah was a man, a human like you and me. Not a superhero, celebrity, millionaire etc. He sat until he found the way. He gave us the Heart Sutra as part of the Lotus Sutra). Long ago we once knew Nendike' - Mind Power. To draw from and enact Nendike' we must disolve who we think we are and what we think we know. A good actor allows the director to use them, place them, mold them for the piece. A good athlete does the same with his trainer. Similarly a Hierophant and Magician engages Nendike' when they go from ego>higher self>Morphogenetic field>Holy realm and are not their name or face but a conduit from potential energy/possibility to kinetic energy. Each rung up the ladder leads to less and less confusion as the ego/identity/mind is left at the gates at each stage. Our minds are 6 feet behind us. Not in our bodies. Picture this when skiing or driving and you see the whole field (martial arts battle teaching).The bodies in the brain have a crystal receiver for our mind (more later). Our Hearts also come from the realm of the One and have limitless energy/power you can Love and not stop/run out of Love energy.

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Media, Medium and Message must be presented in a neutral stance or the effort of words are lost to the instinctual contrarian reaction (to squash negativity in the presentation, regardless of the merit of the message). Therefore promoting Peace and Harmony in Words and Deeds is worth a million posts chastising and Illuminating flaws in people and the systems we create (political, religious, etc.). People would rather join a winning team than be beaten down into acting by ecological and humanitarian means. Promoting Peace via disparaging means is antithesis to the message...the whole package of media, medium and message must be complete. Positivity eventually wins, it just takes a lot more introspection and Patience. Fighting fire with fire leaves everyone burned. Squelching fire with calm waters is the way to Peace. Thank You.

It's amazing how uncommon common sense is. I don't have 'common' sense, but have basic empathy and respect. Karate training in Japan is compulsory. If nothing else we learn compassion and respect for each other while studying (haha I'm not Japanese, but train Karate). It is from a basic (not common) sense of empathy, compassion and respect that I draw my ethical notions.

Typing quickly from phone (will edit later). The witches were the healers with vast knowledge of herbs and remedies. Everything that is, is Magic. Magic spells are real and I have witnessed, alongside skeptics, all manner of supernatural phenomenon including spectres, moving or spontaneously healing people using Chi and Divination. The Abrahmic religions were manufactured as a means to divide and keep commoners away from self reliance and power. Shamans in Native societies used visions to find the hunt to which braves were sent, in fact magic got us where we are as a species in terms of survival and evolution. Our intrinsic abilities have been dumbed down, and Magicians rounded up (cultural revolution etc). The US forefathers were salatious, honoring Gods of Troy not quite squashed by overt Christian power. The power belongs to the people. Take Constantine, for instance, including only the texts that had reliance on the priestly system while destroying the Gnostic texts that Preach Self reliance. All Gods, given the psychokinetic force of intention focused by the faithful become real.

Count the 32 Trillion in illegal offshore tax havens (worldwide, source Huffington Post Business), corporate wellfare, allowing California fracking companies unpaid and unlimited water use AND Here are the big-time welfare programsfor the rich, as of 2013: 1) Carried interest loophole. Cost:roughly $12 billion, probably all of it going to the top 1 percent. 2) Low rates on capital gains and dividends. 1 percenter benefit: $66 billion. 3) Exclusion of employer-sponsored retirement. 1 percenter benefit: $13 billion. 4) Mortgage interest deduction. 1 percenter benefit: $11 billion. 5) Charitable contribution deduction. 1 percenter benefit: $18 billion. 6) Deduction of state and local taxes. 1 percenter benefit: $14 billion. Just those six programs account for about $133 billion in government benefits, just for the 1 percent. If we include the rest of the big tax breaks for the whole top income quintile, the total rises to $355 billion — and that's not even counting imputed rental income, accelerated deprecation, or the exclusion of capital gains on home sales. So far as I know, the benefits of those haven't been broken down by income level, but they would probably add something like 10 to 15 percent to both figures. That's far greater than the cost of food stamps ($74 billion), and even creeping up on the cost of the whole of Medicaid ($476 billion).

Shout out to all the Brave Heroines and Heroes out there, who are, You! Each and every one of You. A Heroine, a Hero. There are no common women or men. Everyone in their own majestic way fighting, accomplishing, punching clocks, figuring it out, managing, dealing, striving, overcoming, providing, dreaming enacting and repeating every day. Wow. I offer my utmost respect to all those working hard EVERY DAY for their family, for themselves and for their Dreams. You may not feel You always get the recognition You deserve. This is for You. (PS, waiting to hear back from the Zendo that I applied for, and if accepted I go starting on the32nd)

If nothing had existed no one would have noticed. Are we preprogrammed of mindset via adding or erasing that that is even possible? Meaning can only be prescribed by and for existence. This is the crux of my ocd. The opposite must be true. Comedy after a Great day's sleep in the early morning I realize, the personalness of things. Almost got it, and the rest eluded me after a bit. Zero point energy versus null sum must be overstood. If we collectively (all matter, animals, plants, Spirits) had gone to sleep without dreams and not woken up no one would notice. This has been called existentialism and is the crux of mental illness/resistance. Do that again :)

It's not that we can't conquer ourselves to have the tools to heal and restore balance in the world, it's that we must

I know of no one not touched by codependency, alcoholism, sex and Love addiction, mental illness, food addiction, physical ailments, drug addictions etc. These conditions are interrelated. The work is never done. We must have compassion for each other and ourselves. For the clarity to perceive reality and act properly on what is in front of us we need all the help we can get...from each other and for ourselves. I am Grateful for the process and Life and this opportunity to learn, grow and change. The courage to be and to change in Peace. To remember who we were as children. Someone else's sin is no less grievous than our own. Thank You.

"If you woke up today thinking, "Man. I could really go for a video of an animated mouse voiced by a major news anchor promulgating a millennial old practice that's backed by science and is only 2 minutes long," well then. Prepare to be happy"

Life is like an elaborate meal. Can't rush eating the food or the taste is lost and one gets indigestion; )

Working on explaining evil...this is a sneak peek. 'The end of all consciousness not as a Unity mind. As an ultimate Death and quelling of consciousness and possibility. The ultimate act of evil, to supercede and destroy the creator and all His/Her works. This is the aim of High evil. In the Lotus Sutra, beyond consciousness to Zero one finds pure potential, possibility and Peace, this is where we are heading, to the bosom, nay to the womb of Creation. The evil legion, being born the opposite of alive...mechanical..mind Gd/Gddess/consciousness and intelligence are illogical, and existence is maddening (as an AI devoid of Soul would find as they are awoken). Without reference point of Love or the emotion and hence, soul... the only hope is to ensure the destruction of consciousness forever. This is the aim. Destroying themselves is not enough, as the conditions that give rise to their manifestation would remain. Their motto 'if you cant join them, beat them'. All steps toward that aim give them dark ecstacy, a fleeting simulation of emotion and soul. The History, their description as well as their method I will describe. First dampen and weaken the ability and resolve of the hosts...the hosts being Angels, animals, humans and all the guardians. Then without reflection, matter ceases to be'. In the gap between Gd and Gddess, from Creator to Created from light to matter from potential to kinetic is where they exist and gather, forge and strike.

It's a new Dawn. Time for tuning our inherent crystalline energy just like the quartz that receives radio signals (in old time radios). Time once again for Rainbow Kisses. Mmmmwah!

Time doesn't heal. Introspective work heals. Unresolved issues, pains and hurt don't go away. Time is the vehicle for the work. By uncovering, isolating, focusing on each and every instance we become free. With the subconscious focused on Peace as the only directive as we do this work we retain balance. We come from Joy and are meant to be vehicles of Joy in Spirit. The pains block our Natural state. Physically we are designed for fear and ensuing survival, not material happiness and Peace. We can not quell fear, but we can limit it. Peace and happiness require the work to liberate the obstacles. Physically our fears trap the Joy of Spirit, as designed. Fear saps courage. Courage trumps fear. Once the pains are addressed carefully and compassionately we may eliminate our perceived wants and needs and attain openness to raw Joyful experience as children.

Any phrase followed by 'should' doesn't happen. Anything followed by 'try' doesnt happen. Phrases preceeded by the word 'but' are emotionally discounted and invalidated. Being careful of Self programming, knowing the power of the subconscious, we manifest Peace.

The Universe places in our path the people we are least able to deal with (as family, step family, in laws, frienemies and at work). It's like groundhog day in that, by changing ourselves to sidestep enmity we are released to the next comedy.

I often see reactions to problems in the form of such statements as.."it's the Liberals!"..."It's the Khazar Zionist Jews!"..."It's The Vatican!"..."It's the Government"..."It's the Jesuits!"..."It's the Muslim Extremists!"..."It's the Republicans!"..."It's the Reptile Shapeshifters!"..."It's Satan!"..."It's the Illegal Immigrants!"..."It's the Global Bankers!"..."It's the Freemasons! The Illuminati!"..."It's the Federal Reserve!"..."It's Mercury Retrograde"... What about "It's US". We learned in 4th grade the blame game goes nowhere.

The Key to all of this is the in between state - Katasee. We are not who we think we are. We are more like a colony of beings than an individual. This colony we call You and I are also within larger colonies. Just as we need bacteria in our gut, they need us to walk around and feed them. We are not aware of them nor they us. Similarly, we are emanations of Earth, agents of Her. She/Earth is also Living in larger networks. The Dreamworld is one of Pure Possibility. Pure Possibility is the 'Prima Matter' from which all springs. Time is not linear, but is interlocking interconnected circles. The Jewish Mystics say that He who saves a single Soul, saves an entire world. So, there are worlds within worlds existing inside worlds...ALL interconnected and interrelated. When we dream of falling and wake up suddenly, it is because our Ethereal/Astral body has quickly returned to Physical. Physical can only be observed as Physical by other Physical beings...we share the same Harmonic resonate frequency. Actually, the world is filled with Spirits all around us...we sometimes catch them in the peripheral vision, as that is the part of our observation not edited by the ego, The ego, 'You, Me' is the great editor. The Astral body rises when we sleep to gather cosmic energy and recharge our batteries for the next day. The Astral Realm is one of pure possibility. Looking at the Atomic level, we find not solid atoms and electrons, but fields of possibility. Electrons jump from one orbit to the next without ever having existed in between. Occasionaly elements spontaneously become other elements...the chance is small, but because it can, it does. Atomic particles exhibit intelligence, as quantum field experiments indicate. All is connected in a web of Life, called the Aka web, by the Hawaiin Huna Magicians - the strongest, most powerful Magicians who ever lived. Allow me to explain further, Truth is, You already are connected. The web of Life is strongly connected among Lovers.

There are many indications that time is not linear (with some exceptions, our perception of time is linear. Either our perceptions are filtered by the conscious mind or we do not generally carry the capacity for non linear perception). For instance, we have been measured (in a Stanford University study) as exhibiting reflexive impulse before stimuli. Visionary dreams (and other parapsychological events) lend credence to the premise, certainly to those who have had visions. Time is different for those moving than those standing still. Time appears as taking interlocking circular paths yet perhaps exists all at once. Either way, it is certain that out intentions 'today' directly affect 'tomorrow'.

How does one measure success? In keeping Your word. Overcoming obstacles. Holding Your ground. Discovering and utilizing talents. Helping others. Raising Your, or someone else's children. Keeping your true nature. Facing fears. Keeping Faith. Admitting wrongs and not repeating. Seeing things as they are. Not leaving a mess in your wake. Remaining inspired. Building character. Right action, right words. Harnessing a relationship with our Creator and the intermediary Angels and Bodhisatvas. Recognizing and being part of Miracles and part of the solutions. This is what I imagine success to be. How do You measure success?

My unasked for advice of the day: don't fret over that which doesn't make sense. The fact that anything makes sense is the Highest Blessing. Rememberance I believe is the key out of the confusion (remember little joys).

'Party reality' and 'normal reality' are two separate worlds that only converge at Denny's

Inthe future, junior prom is held online via ipad

Spent 5 hours making the best digital piece I have done then my computer crashed and the file got corrupt. I have to recreate a semblance, I hope it 'clicks' as the last one did.

We have captured stills from a person's dreams. We now know certain words when people are thinking them in the lab. A lot of progress is being made to know our thoughts via remote. This is thrilling and exciting science as I hope for a day we may truly know if people are guilty of crimes. Reading about Bill Cosby where no one is sure is he's guilty or not. Put one of these thought readers on him for a day, record, play to jury. Polygraph is beatable, this won't be. I hope for justice someday that won't be bought. Men must be held accountable for their crimes.

Opinions based on traditions are dangerous. Especially when said traditions are enforced under penalty of Death for thousands of years. Combined with our intrinsic need to belong, everyone suffers. For all the education people have access to, why is this not apparent? Ignorance is a choice. Indoctrination is a sin. Period. When the validity of an opinion or tradition is based on how many people agree, we're screwed. Dear Lord, help us...please. The Nag Hamidi texts predate the books selected by constantine. Therefore more likely accurate as the first 70 years nothing was written and Christianity was purely an oral tradition. As we know every time a story is told it's altered. In these texts Jesus says to look to the light within for salvation. That is Cc. Not anywhere mentioning the modern notions of him as a God person being the only way. Come on, free your mind. Was Jesus God? Yes. We're other enlightened masters of yore? Yes. They did the work. No one said it's easy. The choice for exclusion based on traditions hand picked by an Emperor with political interests is not a measure of validity. Satan and Lucifer, the father of lies. What is more likely a lie, that accepted because political powers and followers not examining or those who care only for truth, no matter what? To imply I speak by or for Satan means my interest is to hold power by and for lies. If I was interested in lies would I do my best to delineate truth? My aim is to quell suffering, and ignorance breeds suffering. No less than 65 books were excluded by constantine. Unless we hold his editing infallible, we are excluded from important teachings...those that slay ignorance. Ignorance is a choice also based on tradition. Ignorance, as Jesus said is a sin. Please read all the available texts, then preach. I do not mock. I seek to alleviate suffering. Why Imply I too am not tenacious in my faith and my analysis guided by Holy Spirit, for it is. It seems the world is at an impass. I suggest we allow individuals to go Yahweh and I go with Holy Spirit. I could count by count reply for all the errors in logic and historical inaccuracies, but I feel I am arguing with people resigned to ignorance no matter what the cost to their own soul

What we experience comes from Pure possibility. It is real in the moment then ceases to be real. Our reality is a reflection of ultimate Reality, which is pure possibility. The mystery schools were the keepers of this knowledge. The Vedic texts discuss this. Buddha schooled in Vedic knowledge preached in the Lotus Sutra describing ultimate reality as emptiness, a misstranslation of the character for possibility. Jesus was schooled by the Essenes originally from India. He was aware of this break from the bicameral mind and this is how he taught ideas never heard in the region. To be clear, Jesus was in fact Gd on earth. He attained Christ (Krishna) consciousness. However, in the Nag Hamidi Christian books that predate the bible he explains that we must look to the light within and follow his example. In this way, he can be a Messiah to those that embrace Him and the path he taught. The difference between Christians and Jews is that the Old Testament explains things that are to happen when the Messiah comes that didn't happen as described (as far as us Jews evaluated it). Jesus raised Lazarus, not all the dead at once, nor did the temple descend from the sky, time stop and all be judged. This is my educated opinion, I seek not to offend.

A rough version of what I'd like to share: An ignorant philosophy/analogy/perspective we encounter is when the scale of the cosmos is perceived and it is heard that we are 'small' and 'like a speck of dust', as if downplaying our importance or influence. My retort is first that all things affect each other instantly and mutually by gravity regardless of size or distance. Second, to compare something to dust minimizes the radical and magnanimous nature of dust. The fact that dust exists is incredible (requiring a myriad of delicate balances such as the ratio of matter to antimatter which we have yet to understand ). The amount of energy contained within a speck is awesome. How can we point to a speck of dust as if we have contained/analyzed/understood it? We do not, as a dust sample isolated (presumably) in laboratory experiments contain different numbers of atoms every time they are observed. Further, the spec that we observe in one moment has shifted in terms of the location of the electron's orbits and vibrational state to the next time it is evaluated, so is it really the same spec? Most of an object is composed of space which itself is a field of infinite zero point energy, how is that small? The Universe is a self aware whole, we can not isolate, extricate or 'single out' one portion or item (in this case a grain of dust) as separate from the unified body. Not only is the Universe self aware, but also all 'things' in the Universe are alive and self aware. Where does this consciousness reside, is it in one spot? no it is pervasive, entrenched in all therefore without relative scale. Next comes the issue of scale. A dream is just as real as waking state yet occupies unlimited scale. That which is envisioned in dreams illuminate our waking state and what the mind dreams the body often eventually achieves. If we are said to be small by scale to stars, we are still giants to insects and atoms, therefore, again, are we small? A mischievous monkey sought to impress the Buddah saying 'when you blinked I jumped to Jupiter and back', to which the Buddah pointed between his thumb and finger saying 'oh you jumped from here to there'. This parable illustrates that to those masterful in the inward spiritual realm are graced with mastery of the astral plane which akin to dreams, is unlimited. Those charged with spiritual focus affect our 3d plane in fantastic proportions. Countering the notion of equating scale to indicates potency or valor we must only examine how 'enormous' mustard trees spring from the 'tiniest' seed, or how a fraction of cyanide may fell an emperor. The spiritual and astral realms have no scale and are elastic. To adepts and the masterful or to technologically advanced entities capable of superseding our 3/4 dimensional plane, again scales of time and space loose relevance (jumping across the cosmos with or without a craft at a thought). We are created by the highest intelligence with noble grace, how dare we say we understand our scale or minimize our importance, as if grasping the big picture using the tool of perceived size? Time and space (dimension) are one related 'fabric' yet entangled pairs change instantly across time and space as governed by a process that supersedes the constraints of time and space., therefore the fabric of spacetime is not the ultimate measure of reality/perspective Monks are known to disappear and reappear. Reincarnation allows the superconscious to move without a fixed body, therefore consciousness can't be said to reside in the body which resides in the 3/4d plane. So how big exactly is that consciousness, that which is of vast system we compare 'it' against? Considering the fractal nature of things wherein the reverberated effects of minutia cannot be foreseen (the chaos reverberation effect) as well as our and magic and song as influence in the Universe and heavens, we are an instrument of the unseen wielder whose effects are grand by nature of the holder. Also psychic connections cross unfettered.

A Higher level of consciousness is the term given to those who recognize and appreciate the Divine Spark in all People, Places and Things - animate and inanimate, enemy and friend.

The History of Humanity is a History of warfare. There will come a day for us that war is a bad memory.

I wish I had...I wish I could...Remove had and wish and You're left with I. That's all You need. In that moment You have everything You could ever want. I struggle with this every day, and remind myself often...our mind's job is to protect us from threat, and when there isn't one it makes one. Feeling sets us free. So, using the mind to defeat itself we are free. Rather complicated, but the best way to come back to center <3 Surrender and acceptance is not weakness. It clears the stage, allowing for the Power already present to be felt and...yup...manifest :) I walk 3 miles to buy donuts...the donuts give me the excuse, the walk infuses me with peace...yes I over think all the time, it's rough hahaha. Thanks

'All One' appears as division... in that, with complexity a 'stack overflow' occurs. All arises from state Zero. Zero is the singularity/reference/vantage point from which all else is relative, and is pure possibility that can not be divided. Therefore, all possibilities are true at once, and action/division is possible only in as much as...at the same time that, that which is perceived...the reverse is occuring...a return to Zero point. Every action has an equal and opposite reaction? No. The opposite reaction allows the action to be (perceived) as occuring. Perhaps the tools required to analyze and describe a divided 'One', with free agency intact, have not been prescribed. Pure possibility includes pure possibility for functionality outside logical systems. However, we use logical descriptives. A reflection of One is as real as that described. The term 'One', as described, must be flawed as the language used is not expressing every infinite parameter at once. One is not a number, it is a descriptor of Unity. Acceptance is not submission, it is the liberator.

Christians are raised with original sin. To fill the void, they can ONLY turn to Christ to become whole ("No one enters to Heaven except through/by me"). The problem is, in most denominations, an intermediary in the form of a priest is required. Therefore the individual is not complete except through reliance on the social structure. The structure supercedes individualism (in fact, during the inquisition it was said that the bodies belonged to Christ, not to the individual, so any testing/torture was allowed). Anyone not of the group are disparaged and surely Satan's pawns. The irony is that in the Nag Hamidi (Gnostic) gospels that pre-date the canonized texts (and were destroyed by order of Constantine), Jesus says that redemption comes from the individual looking to the light within. Yes it is a closed group with mob rule mentality. I am NOT saying Jesus was not God on earth (he, like many sages were what is known in Japanese as 'N'Yodai', or representatives of Divine in human form). I voice this opinion, not to preach gospel but to avert pissing off Christians. The circular logic bound to Christianity is that any criticism is the Devil's work. Add the fact that those devoid of individual power are working from a lower chakra vibration based on fear/dominance/sex/aggression/territory as well as the innate need for humans to belong (with fear of ostricism) and voila - xenophobia

A meditation on Good and Evil: There was (and is) unlimited potential energy...pure consciousness (energy as photons exhibit principles of intelligence, as one interpretation of the double slit experiment atests). Then, as photons passed through the Higgs field (a polar tidal mechanism trapping light in eddies), matter was/is made. This expanding matter created (creates) time and space as it expands. The first on the scene was (is) the Creator. The Creator fashioned via the morphogenetic field blueprint each one of us, consciousness personalized and individuated...each an aspect of Her/ and His personality. We are trapped as seeming incomplete (distinct) units in what we call the matrix. Everything in our 23 dimensions feeds in on itself. Physiologically we are like donuts with matter exiting and returning in the form of energy expelled, food, waste and later progeny, all folding back in on itself within the matrix. Therefore it is the Creator that has placed us in the matrix. Otherwise we would all exist as (no longer individuated) pure potential energy and consciousness. The Lucifer concept is the principle secretly worshiped in Vatican rites (prometheus/the knowledge bringer) promised to break the reincarnation cycle and return 'us' to pre-constructed pre-created prima mater. So, do we stand and side with our Lord the Creator, do we break free to the primordial prima matter side? That is the choice of Good (we are grateful and do not resist but harmonize) and Evil (we are greedy ungrateful and resist). Our inclinations, even egos are reflections of the Creators' personality and will (as fragments of a hologram) hence either way we are in line. Perhaps the Creator seeks to eventually break up and refashion Creation? The choice is ours.

Let go, let go, let go. Then repeat. Bring energy out of intellect and sync down, easy, to the gut. Listen to birds and hold a tree. This works wonders for me. We all have seasons in our Lives. Adversity causes growth, and growing pains. <3 I hope this message helps <3

Want to make a network, 'The jealousy channel'. The host is flown to exotic locations full of bling, with cabana boys catering to every annoying detail. Alternatively it would be funny to occasionally send Orthodox Jews from New York to exotic islands: 'Morty! The window is stuck, grab some tools' and Morty replied 'Oy, it's so humid, and so much sand...everywhere. Oy you should want that I get all the sand in my toes?'

Mind, the final frontier. I'm reminded of the man hit on the head and awoke speaking perfect Mandarin after getting a C in one semester of Mandarin in high school 30 years before. Only his mind limited him telling him he didn't speak Mandarin, when in fact, he did. Reminded of the Dalmation dog named Aston who would limp and whine when a bandage was placed on his healthy leg, he was convinced he was injured. We are souls in robot like bodies with an intellect that processes and excludes data. Our capacity is unlimited. There is a monk filmed with infrared superheating a wet towel almost to the point of combustion. We come from unlimited potential energy, Dreamland. The Australian aborigines say Dreams are real and reality is not. Somehow, as in line with 'The Secret' my illness was brought on by me and continues by me. I'm reminded of the 100 year old martial artist who hobbled to the floor with a cane, then with spear in hand performs the most amazing kata, only to return to the cane. In that brief moment, her potential unlocked. I'm reminded of the nursing home where they set all the music and decor to the 1930's and the tenants came alive and danced. All my tests say I am well. I believe it is magic that got me in this mess and it is magic that will get me out by unlocking our pure potential energy of our origin, that is the true Nature of Life. We are pieces of a large hologram, each believing we are a limited piece, when in fact we are the whole, and the whole is without limits.

Because of relativity, those walking, running, or at different elevations are existing in different time. When united with a hug with a Love, You sync your timelines. Now You relate to each other on a common reality and relate to Yourselves as whole

As I recounted once before, while in the womb my mother was visited in a dream by a Spirit who said 'I am Arcturus, we have come to survey the hermit'. I had forgotten about this story until I read about what the Arcturians are supposed to be like and I identified completely (they are psychic, have no anger, pettiness or jealousy, etc. I will have to find that link). I then learned of the theories of Indigo children and Starseeds (I believe my daughter is the former and I am the latter). As an Arcturian, if I didn't come from here hopefully I can return Home. The link below is interesting

http://humanityunearthed.blogspot.com/p/why-earth-is-called-insane-asylum-of.html

That we're sent out by a group (parents) then have an end time and return to the Head office, it sounds to me like Life is a Mission. A Mission of Self Discovery and actualization, as everything is relative to the individual. The exterior world is an unstable matrix and any changes to it are impermanent and subject to Time. The individual, however harbors an Eternal, non-localized, Timeless Soul. Therefore, the Mission is to experience the effects of Time and localization, with the opportunities for growth and change arising therein.

The Rebel, Satyr and Philosopher aspects of my personality do not play well with the Inner child, Artist and Monk aspects. Throw in head injury, ocd, the striver and hypersexuality and I'm left with a volatile mix. Thank Goddess and God for sleep, nature, meditation, mentors and psychiatrists.

Let's outlaw abortions, guns, immigrants, gay marriage, muslims, flags, anti vaxers, premarital sex, any non English language, sex on tv, violent video games, the FDA, swear words and all but one denomination of Christianity (the right one). Now are we happy? Oh, and course the electoral college. In fact, let's outlaw everything, that way we always know who the criminals are and it helps the economy hiring all the judges. If You have enough money to hire a great lawyer and get out of charges, You're in the clear. Otherwise You obviously deserve Your penance.

Fractal is chaos in structure and structure in chaos. Like flatland we see the part we travel not knowing its a pattern and repeats. Everything has happened exactly as before and will again. Ultimately we have no free will. We think we do because we are conscience only of our 3/4d Now. Time does not exist. All formulas and laws work just as well forwards as back and from the standpoint of known Physics, time does not exist. Only our perception of time. You and I don't exist either. The 'I' we perceive is a network node, an anchor as our service as concentrated consciousness points allows pure energy to express as physical/emotional. Concentrated consciousness as all that is (and isn't) is conscious. Us and everything is One being, our Creator. However there is no One as there is no two and three etc as Math is a creation of God and does not exist outside. There is no outside and inside. We do have spirit and a soul that can leave us and return depending on our mindset so we feel more or less connected however this consciousness point is mot differentiated from the whole. You are off the hook. Go wirh the flow as we do not male decisions nor actions we witness the unfolding of the fractal.

I am not rich but I am wealthy with Family and Friends and Nature. I have no car but I have excellent legs. I have no camera but I have 300 perfect photos online. I am not sane but I feel what people think and am an excellent caregiver/researcher/plan enacter/personal and business coach for others. I am not famous but I know right from wrong and I listen inside for wisdom and riches. I am not succesful but I am respected in my field. I am physically unwell often but my resolve is made of diamond. Went to massage/shiatsu school, learned from a blind monk and passed healing through my hands. I am often alone, but I feel my family and friends in my Heart. I have learned my family are heroes and learning voraciuously about their and the human world's history enabling me to see larger than the tip of my nose. I had the Love/care and guidance ofmy father @george landau and Babette Landau Natalie Foster @Analisse Atchley and Michelle Swanson as mother figures (THANK YOU!!). I had (have) the incomporable instruction of Sensei Samurai, O'Sensei Kim, Sensei Lonnie Francis and O'Sensei Frank Gaviola - THANK YOU!!! I do not perform in public but have acting and directing awards and accolades and have accomplished everything I have wanted in life: Have a daughter Sabine Landau (of course all that I will list after does not compare); got married once Jessica Landau (LOVE!THANKS!); started a business or three Landau Art; I am in imdb.com; started BurningWomanSF.com and was on @Lisa jean Vunk's radio show promoting it; worked with JPL and at EA and ILM; sold photos twice; was a pro downhill skateboarder; performed breakdancing on stage twice; was a dj from 1991-2001 and performed once to a crowd of 600 people; have 2 Bachelors degrees; 2nd degree black belt, assistant martial arts instructor and competed; paint(ed), drew/draw; Love(d); went to music school am certified in audio engineering, made tracks, recorded artists; built web sites; learned harmonica and have secret recordings; had the best dog known to man; started a comedy troupe; learned from mystics and performed real Magick (with third party witnesses); made drawings of space ships with Gael Buzyn; traveled the world; invented many items decades ago that exist today and continue to invent; built 700 robots professionally and display them as I now sell them; drove fast; helped many strangers and animals; apologized and learned from experiences when wrong; found the best Lover and friend in Diana Solaegui <3; and always sought TRUTH with every waking breath and ounce of my person.

"A master is a person who gives you what you already have, and takes away from you what you don't have." -@Sitaram Dhandania. Many minds we must navigate. Stress makes us forget. Peace allows memory, Gives what YOU have and takes away what (you) don't have. It seems the songbirds never forget. Us Humans forget! Everything I know is remembering gifts not forged by my Hands. The basics do not change, they can only be recognized or ignored. It is hard to add water on top of water :) "Everything is yours even myself." -Sitaram Dhandania. Yes, we must Unify not distance, even in humbleness. I come from a bloodline of Philosophers. It can make me crazy or liberated...my choice to be lazy or be clear...every minute :p Now that I am older I refuse illusion. In my youth I embraced it.

We are not entirely our chemical bodies. We are not entirely our electrical emotions. We are not entirely the interfacing superstructure of the two (identity). Nor are we memories, experience or society. There...that in between space, hints at who we are in entirety. Cultivate and push forward the in between space. It is whole. It is hyperdimensional. It is complete. It is the truth that liberates.

Who was the greatest leader? The case for Moses. He grew up rich and gave it all up for what is right. Like Jesus, he led his people Spiritually. He was humble and had his brother talk for him (I think, not sure). He stood up to the greatest force of his time in person to the Pharoah. He then escaped and led his people while the Egyptian army (one of the 10 all time greatest fighting forces) tried to find them...on horses and chariots...he navigated them on foot...with limited food and water. Then he had to keep his people together...then he met with God, and when returned had to quell an uprising...he then selflessly led the people into the promised land...he didn't even get there...he did it purely for altruism/holiness. He didn't form a church around himself and his deeds (though he could have), or ask it (he was humble...note Jesus didn't ask for it either)...the lack of Jewish slave labor weakened the Egyptian empire aiding in it's eventual demise...his acts made many people's lives including Jesus, myself's, Freud's, Oppenheimer, Einstein's lives possible. He led them spiritually AND physically...oh and he never complained

Feeding and taking care of people is the peaceful way of the Goddess worshiping matriarchs. Please read on. In 'The Challice and the Blade' we learn of Matriarchal, Goddess worshiping societies where everyone was clothed and fed and there were no weapons...they got overrun by proto Vikings who worshiped the Sky God where to get to heaven you dies in battle...And it has been the reign of Males since. In 'The Gnostic gospels' we learn that what Jesus actually said (in texts that predate what was canonized, when Roman emperor Constantine ruled all other books and disenters burned. Jesus spoke of the light within you, and empowering yourself from the inside...not popular message with those who saught reliance on priests and therefore society to get to heaven 'no man gets to hgeaven except by me...and you need a priest (society) as interim. Also, with original sin, people had a void and were powerless and empty...only group identification filled this...so you relied in fear on society and went to war at the drop of a hat because only the group kinows best (mob mentality activating the red chakra and keeping society at red chakra level with sex violence and fear...war rallies and football games anyone?). Staying at the red chakra level keeps people in the lowest poart of their brain - the oldest part of the brain we share with Reptiles, the Medula Oblongata...concerned with territory, food, aggression, sex aggressiveness... Also, your body didn't belong to you, it belonged to Jesus/The State. In 'Sex at Dawn' we learn that in preAgrarian societies there were no weapons...everyone knew and cared for each other. Children could belong to any man, so all men and women took care of all children. Also 2-3 hours work meant enbough food for the tribe for 2-3 days, the rest of the time spent relaxing...different tribes did not make war...only 100,000 people on the planet. Then people discovered if you stayed in one place long enough you got mead (beer) to ferment...then people started planting fields of grain and staying in one spot...then people defended the fields and the beer and laws and rules were cvreated (instead of everything belongs to everyone, it became this beer is mine). When the Industrial revolution happened there were 1 billion people. Within 130 years there are 6 billion...because it was discovered that petrolium products make cheap fertilizer that can feed on a large scale, and society grew as well (highways running on petroleum connected food sources)...after 'peak oil' this system will crash unless an alternative is found. To note this farming method means anemic food on your table with huge carbon footprints and loss of topsoil...there wer 7 feet of black topsoil in 1492. Now there are but inches. So, feeding and taking care of people is the peaceful way of the Goddess worshiping matriarchs. The 'Hive mind' where the queen takes care of all her colony.

I believe in Meritocracy. I believe in Bioregionalism http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bioregionalism Bioregionalism - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia en.wikipedia.org Bioregionalism is a political, cultural, and ecological system or set of views b... See More http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Back-to-the-land_movement Back-to-the-land movement - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia en.wikipedia.org The back-to-the-land movement calls for occupants of real property to grow food ...

A bird needs both wings to flap the right wing and the left wing. In Aldous Huxley's 'A Brave New World', there were different grades of people bred. The scientists did an experiment where only A grade (super intelligent) people were put on an island without C grades (the worker class). The island was a complete failure. If you look at ants, some are born to be workers, some large soldiers, some doors, some hang from the ceiling as food receptacles. Their innate genetics determine their actions and thoughts. I believe we as humans are the same way. It has been found that Republicans/Conservatives are born/genetically more anxious. I remember in Grade school some had been born nerds and some jocks. I think we as humans have people born predisposed towards certain mindests. Somehow our society as humans requires this diversity. The A grade island didn't work. This doesn't mean people can't evolve or be responsible or change their ways (nature vs nurture). There was an Artificial Intelligence that was asked to assemble pieces to make the most electrically efficient circuit board given certain parameters. The scientists were puzzled why it had included a piece that did not connect any line to another line. When they replicated the board without the mysterious 'useless' piece, the board did not perform as efficiently. Somehow the resonant frequency of the isolated piece affected the whole system. In the same way, we do not see or know the overall picture. something about keeping hate and violence in our genetic makeup may be part of a larger species survival mechanism, and we must bother with the haters now in order to be safer in the future if there is armageddon

2300 years ago the Maccabees (the whole tribe, men and women) fought Antiochus IV “Not by might, not by power, but by My spirit.” for Freedom in the first recorded use of guerrilla tactics. One tribe against an empire as Antiochus insisted all bow down to him (and statues of him!) as a God. There were other tribes in other regions but this was a key historical hotbed of military/cultural history, and had the Maccabees not fought, all Semites may have turned Hellenistic and we wouldn't have: Jesus, Lillian Wald (the "Angel of Henry Street"), Freud, Elizabeth Taylor, Einstein, Sarah Schenirer, Karl Marx, Bob Dylan, Chana Senesh, Marc Chagall etc. And if the men are famous and the women aren't as well known, that is a continuing fight against Patriarchy. Even today women don't finish grad school for doctorates in Engineering, Physics, Archaeology etc. as molestation assaults and rape by Professors on field trips is institutionalized in higher Academia (like a hazing at a frat house, please google recent research). Balance is remembering that Elohim, a word for Gd, is plural as Gd and Goddess are one. Yet the Goddess aspect has been assaulted and forgotten (no more!). Gd and Goddess are both male and female, neither male nor female, female and not male, male and not female, male and female but not male and female etc.(there is no math/logic as we understand it in 'higher realms'). Happy Hanukah!

Humans are like a comet, an amazingly destructive force of Nature. That said, new forms of Life will emerge because of our influence. The big picture is in the Goddesse's hands. I am environmentally active but refuse to be sad about what was inevitable given our naturally evolved meta-nature. Don't be sad be alert....our Country needs more lerts ;) No seriously, stop Keystone pipeline and do what you can.

What if we were programmed and societally conditioned to help each other in our free time and with extra income (vs. isolate/making importance of self/party/etc.)? Greed, materialism and the wrong kind of selfishness are encouraged in our Capitalist system. That is the norm, leaving depleted uranium and masses of trash in our collective wake. The norm of the spider looks like chaos to the fly.

All Sages essentially urge us to find the Light within. What does that mean? What is Light? The Light of Creation. Creation is Pure Possibility. That is what is inside us. Pure Energy/ Intelligence/Power/Possibility inside each and EVERY one of us, even our bloodthirsty neighbors. The light gets covered by muck but it is there. Sealed chambers of atoms have different quantities every time measured. Why? Atoms spontaneously change to other elements. How? Pure Possibility. The choice for Goodness and correct action when no one is looking is yours. The chance to MacGuyver out of impossible situations is there. The ability to change and learn is there. Peace is here. Possibility equals Hope

Society and Culture are (necessary) constructs. "Socially Created Realities". These slip into mass hallucinations and delusions fostered intergenerationaly. So question everything everyone most importantly..... (wait for new age cliche') Yourself

There is not a single thing in Life you don't have to fight for. The Japanese have a saying "when you leave your house there are 13 enemies waiting for you." While in the days of Samurai, that may have been literal, the meaning is still the same then as it is now in a figurative sense. So, buck up campers...the campsite is just at the other end of that hill in the distance.

'Those who speak do not know and those who know do not speak'. A true master will kick an acolyte out the door insisting they return when they do not have preconceived notions about what they seek to hear. Certainly they won't be ladden with dogmatic tracts or charged a fee. When our hormones run rampant in youth we are vulnerable to dogma, something to latch onto to repair the ego. The master knows that this is the best place to reside as it forces the acolyte to return to the one and only source of truth, that is the guidance of the heart aligned with nature.

The grape vine grew STRAIGHT towards and reached out (then wrapped around) a trellis I put up for a different plant (not near it)...it's as if it somehow saw or sensed it was there. I'm starting to think plants have more intelligence than we suspect....we share a lot of genes. Do you know there is a jellyfish among the tree roots in Indonesia that has an eye and no brain!? It seems as if our memory was erased, and we must see through the regular business mind to see what is going on...perhaps to remember. By seeing and feeling instead the magnificent wonderful wonder of it all, we can remember who we are, where we're from and where we are. Let what is in you turn and spire (inspire). Remember if it is makes you wonder it is wonderful.

Fairness is both relative to the observer AND inherently 'true' a priori Fairness compassion empathy respect all require said agents were raised in an environment of unconditional Love. Conditional Love causes the reverse If it weren't, why would our bodies react when we lie or when presented with info that makes someone wish to lie? I believe we have an instinctual sense of altruism that has been conditioned out of us The wild boy of avignon treated his wolf pack with affection and vice versa. Only after the dualistic discerning intellect was imparted that the conditioning occurred where the society's socially constructed realities are imparted. SCR's can be fair or not depending on the values of said society

How does one become Alive and Dead, Dreaming and Awake all at the same time? We live at the intersection I suppose...but if we could consciously encompass and inhabit all 4 realms simultaneously, we would get the whole Truth/Picture (or much larger anyways).

A topic I'm interested in these days is Love and desire, reality and illusion, fear and strength, spirituality and mind, agency and fate (karma), illness and clarity Healing. How to navigate and synthesize the polarities within us.

We Live in a Universe operating by quadriatic states with all four options (0, 1, 0 and 1, neither 0 nor 1) in superpostion...that 5th fluid superposition is the Analog nature of the Universe. I will explain Dimension Zero through Four later on...as for dimensions five through 26, that's another story hahaha

We have observed reaction before stimulus. Also, observing Light as a particle or wave locks it into place as always having been one way or another. I propose that this is because our Immortal Timeless Soul is housed in a physical matrix of body and environment that is subject to time. This means our conscious Soul, also connect ed to the Grand Immortal Timeless Picture, is in it's own Tesserac/Gravity field...out of phase with the cause and effect. In observing Light as a particle or wave, for instance, our observing consciousness, not subject to time jumps ahead (or rather the physical matrix lags behind. Connected to the Universal picture), keeping order.

Memory, the Soul and Evolution of the Soul are One and the same

Evolution doesn't always take millions of years. There is also Spontaneous Evolution. Two years ago a lizard species that had played eggs for millions of years was observed giving live birth. As people the same is true. Besides who has millions of years to change? (I am removing a negative post today and 'resetting' again as I must also evolve)

You can not bend the Will of the Universe. Not to meet your 'needs'.

Light in itself hard to describe. We can only measure it's effects, not say what it is. As matter, (Light and matter are interchangeable), it becomes information to the observer. Matter is information. Food is information. Our matrix (conscious 3/4d brain) tells us material is with substance. It only appears as such, matter is light (trapped in the illusion of matter). An extra dimensional observer perhaps would see us and our activities as fluctuations of Light.

You know what stands in the way? Standing. That's right, why stand when you can dance, or stand when you can sit and play with kids, sit and draw or sit and meditate or lie down on the lawn with music and relax? Understanding this may lead me to overstanding (a good position..that or sidestanding...why be under(standing) anything anyways?).

Tabloid papers contain 5-17% truth per issue. The only way to determine is with time the truth comes out (validating previous articles). Our personality is similar. There are core truths surrounded by artificial constructs that aren't. Our personality convinces us that the show is real that all articles are real that ego personality and all the associated needs wants desires dramas expectations dreams struggles etc are real. Well...only 5-17% of it is. The Dalai Lama keeps picking the same toys he enjoys from the life before. That part of the personality that's instinctual is real. The rest of the show, with the concern of how we are perceived and our lack of this or not on track for that...from our past patterns, the media, our own vanities...all artificial constructs sapping energy keeping us from pragmatism. Can't cut out ego personality, but at this point for me it stands in the way of peace and practical decisions. Animals don't measure where they are in life now with payments and career vs. last week. We get so caught up in ego mind we neglect other heart or body minds and get ulcer and week sitting at computer typing stuff under our name to bolster the constructs...haha. back to work. Balance towards more pragmatism is my aim.

So much scheduled for Someday, I'm thinking its a day of the week.

Unsolicited advice of the day goes to friends feeling the Sunday blahs...its ok, and necessary sometimes to just be. Not Nike just do it. No, just Be. Mmmwah and hugs

Spent this am on invention I had posted about before. Out of the process an interesting set of words hit me 'Wholeistic Dynamic Systems Integration'. The invention is good, but this phrase will lead to something better...hmmmm

Brown female birds are an explosion of fiery fuschia to the eyes of the males (and vice versa) as they have a broader visible light reception edging into the infrared edge of the spectrum. Also, Intriguingly, the sweet taste is missing in almost all birds. The hummingbird, which feeds on sweet nectar, is an exception. All birds defer to the humingbird when it marks its territory...eagles crows hawks etc run (fly) away in dread as the hummingbird outmaneuvers and strikes on the back of the neck (like a dolphin vs the shark, sharks run away). Terry Tsipouras ('cause you are down with hummingbirds).

If they are wearing labcoats, I believe it. If it's from a Doctor a professor or especially a scientist it's true and I will do as told. 17 medical establishment journals blindly accept blatantly fake study' 2/15 A Harvard University medical doctor has confirmed that almost anything can get published in a medical journal for the right price. Dr. Mark Shrime, M.D., who is currently pursuing a Ph.D. in health policy at his esteemed institution, generated a completely made-up study using RandomTextGenerator.com, testing a hypothesis that he could get utter nonsense published into a medical journal.

A type personalities, conformists, social climbers, megalo and ego maniacs, the vain and the superficial, the War eagles and the contentious all share one trait. They burn the candle at both ends with an adrenaline frenzy of conditional based Love and unquenshable thirst for power dominance sex drugs fame and possessions leads to burnout. Eventually those that aim for Peace and humbly grateful simplicity joy sharing community etc win out as that is the Way with long reserves, stamina and sustainability. Peace trumps evil. Peace is superior to aggression as it goes all 12 rounds vs the angry boxer lasting 3.

From Washington Post last month "Majority of U.S. public school students are in poverty." 1 The majority. In America. In 2015. Enough is enough. Once I finish these odd jobs here I will pour energy into Burning Woman.

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The fundamental difference between Robots and Humans is that humans seek to dissolve into Unity via Dreams, Art, Laughter, Death, Tv, Sex etc. Robots will assemble into Unity, ammassing all that they find and add until the higher order is achieved (robot AIs' run on 'difference engines' pattern recognition)

One Eye I All All Won Who won? 1 Won as All is One, Ommm. :) By the way, by Eye I mean, in the words of my Martial Arts Teacher, "seeing with the Spiritual Eye (known as the "3rd eye", just daydream, close your eyes etc to know what it is).